he and Aisling duck into a drugstore. He buys a pink stuffed bunny nearly as big as her head for her and a cheap burner phone for himself.
Itâs a risk, but itâs one he has to take.
He dials Loreleiâs number.
âDeclan.â She breathes his name into the phone, as if sheâs afraid to scare him away. âDeclan, what have you done?â
âIâm sorry.â He swallows hard, fights back the tears, presses his lips to Aislingâs forehead, reminding himself why heâs doing this, why he must. âIâm so sorry.â
âIs she okay?â Lorelei asks. âPlease, just tell me that.â
âSheâs fine. Of course sheâs fine. You know I would never let anyone hurt her.â
âI donât know anything anymore.â
âI canât come home, Lorelei. I canât bring her back. Itâs too dangerous.â
âThen tell me where you are.â
âSo you can send the cops for me? Or Pop?â
âSo I can come to you,â Lorelei says. âI know you, Declan. If you want to take Aisling away, hide her where no one will ever find her, you can do it. So you win, okay? I canât be away from her. Tell me where you are, and Iâll come with you. Wherever you want to go, whatever you need to do. Iâll go. Iâll do it. Just tell me. Trust me.â
Her voice is full of painâand love.
âWhat do you think?â Declan whispers to Aisling, ruffling her redhair. âCan we trust Mommy?â
At the word, Aisling bursts into tears. Itâs the only answer he needs.
âOkay,â Declan tells Lorelei, hoping heâs not making the biggest mistake of his life. âGet a pen and paper, and Iâll tell you where to find us.â
He trusts his wife.
But he also knows his wife.
âStay quiet, little girl,â he murmurs to Aisling as he nestles her carrier beneath a tree. She sucks at her pacifier and, he hopes, dreams of happier days. Declan has stationed them on an overlook that gives him a perfect sight line into the valley. Down there, in a deserted stretch of field in the heart of the Ozarks, Lorelei will come for her daughter. He lies flat on his stomach, camouflaged by the weeds, and raises the binoculars.
Heâs been careful.
He chose a place he knows like the back of his hand, an open field easily surveilled from the surrounding hillside.
This oasis of wilderness is special to him; itâs where Le Fond first made face-to-face contact with him. Le Fond is his own name for the network of shadow warriors, a small joke with himself: La Tène means âthe shallows,â so he thinks of these strange messages from the dark as âthe deep.â With few exceptions, they exist for him as whispers, anonymous texts, faces hidden by cloaks and masks.
The young woman who met him here wouldnât reveal her name or background, wouldnât explain how sheâd come to know about Endgame or why sheâd chosen Declan to recruit. âWe watch all the Players,â she said. âWe saw something in you.â
At the time, heâd taken it as an insult. Had Le Fond seen some fault in him that he didnât even know was there, some evidence that his faith was weak, that he would be willing to betray his cause?
Itâs only slowly, as he follows the bread-crumb trail around the world, that he begins to see. As he searches through artifacts, discovers long-lost documents by long-dead Players of the La Tène line, as he follows their questioning and their clues back and back through the ages, as he finds, finally, the secret cave with its astonishing paintings, he understands. What Le Fond saw in him wasnât weakness; it was strengthâthe strength of loyalty and conviction that would drive him straight back to Queens, send him marching into the High Council chambers, desperate to share what he learned. To open their eyes to the truth: that Endgame is a cruel
Daven Hiskey, Today I Found Out.com