American idea, we flushed it away with the Great Depression, and
nobody misses it
.â Then he grinned. âExcept maybe Soldier Boy.â
Princeton University was just what Reuben expected it to beâhostile to everything he valued, smug and superior and utterly closed-minded. In fact, exactly what
they
thought the military was.
He kept thinking, the first couple of semesters, that maybe his attitude toward them was just as short-sighted and bigoted and wrong as theirs was of him. But in class after class, seminar after seminar, he learned that far too many students were determined to remain ignorant of any real-world data that didnât fit their preconceived notions. And even those who tried to remain genuinely open-minded simply did not realize the magnitude of the lies they had been told about history, about values, about religion, about everything. So they took the facts of history and averaged them with the dogmas of the leftist university professors and thought that the truth lay somewhere in the middle.
Well as far as Reuben could tell, the middle they found was still far from any useful information about the real world.
Am I like them, just a bigot learning only what fits my worldview? Thatâs what he kept asking himself. But finally he reached the conclusion: No, he was not. He faced every piece of information as it came. He questioned his own assumptions whenever the information seemed to violate it. Above all, he changed his mindâand often. Sometimes only by increments; sometimes completely. Heroes he had once admiredâDouglas MacArthur, for instanceâhe now regarded with something akin to horror: How could a commander be so vain, with so little justification for it? Others that he had disdainedâthat great clerk, Eisenhower, or that woeful incompetent, Burnsideâhe had learned to appreciate for their considerable virtues.
And now he knew that this was much of what the Army had sent him here to learn. Yes, a doctorate in history would be useful. But he was really getting a doctorate in self-doubt and skepticism, a Ph.D. in the rhetoric and beliefs of the insane Left. He would be able to sit in a room with a far-left Senator and hear it all with a straight face, without having to argue any points, and with complete comprehension of everything he was saying and everything he meant by it.
In other words, he was being embedded with the enemy as surely as when he was on a deep Special Ops assignment inside a foreign country that did not (officially at least) know that he was there.
Princeton University as an alien planet. Reuben Malich as the astronaut who somehow lost his helmetâand spent day after day gasping for air.
He had to acquire the iron discipline of the soldier who works with the governmentâthe ability to stand in the same room with stupidity and say nothing, show nothing.
The real danger was not losing his temper, however. For in the second year of his studies, he realized that he was beginning to treat some of the most absurd ideas as if they had some basis in truth. It was Goebbels in practice: If you tell the same lies long enough and loudly enough, even people who know better will despair and concede the point.
We are tribal animals. We cannot long stand against the tribe.
Thank heaven he could go home to Cecily every day. She was his reality check. Unlike the ersatz Left of the university, Cessy was a genuine old-fashioned liberal, a Democrat of the tradition that reached its peak with Truman and blew its last trumpet with Moynihan.
It was part of the insanity of their marriageâthe reason his father kept asking him, right up to the wedding itself, âDo you have any idea what youâre doing?â
Because not only was Reuben committed to conservative values, he was also a Serbian by ancestry and upbringingâan OrthodoxChristian with a native knowledge of the language of Serbia because his parents made sure of it.
And Cessy was