Danish wedding
plates … The little red ‘Uff da!’
horse that always used to hang
above the sink.
Maybe it was packed away
somewhere. Maybe her mom was
hoping the cave-troll house was
just temporary.
Eleanor was still hoping that
Richie was just temporary.
At the bottom of the black
trash bag was a box. Her heart
jumped a little when she saw it.
Her uncle in Minnesota used to
send her family a Fruit of the
Month Club membership every
Christmas, and Eleanor and her
brothers and sister would always
fight over the boxes that the fruit
came in. It was stupid, but they
were good boxes – solid, with
nice lids. This one was a
grapefruit box, soft from wear at
the edges.
Eleanor opened it carefully.
Nothing inside had been touched.
There was her stationery, her
colored
pencils
and
her
Prismacolor
markers
(another
Christmas
present
from
her
uncle). There was a stack of
promotional cards from the mall
that still smelled like expensive
perfumes. And there was her
Walkman.
Untouched.
Un-
batteried, too, but nevertheless,
there. And where there was a
Walkman,
there
was
the
possibility of music.
Eleanor let her head fall over
the box. It smelled like Chanel No.
5 and pencil shavings. She sighed.
There wasn’t anything to do
with her recovered belongings
once she’d sorted through them –
there wasn’t even room in the
dresser for Eleanor’s clothes. So
she set aside the box and the
books,
and
carefully
put
everything else back in the
garbage bag. Then she pushed the
bag back as far as she could on
the highest shelf in the closet,
behind
the
towels
and
a
humidifier.
She climbed onto her bunk
and found a scraggly old cat
napping there. ‘Shoo,’ Eleanor
said, shoving him. The cat leaped
to the floor and out the bedroom
door.
CHAPTER 5
Park
Mr Stessman was making them all
memorize a poem, whatever poem
they wanted. Well, whatever poem
they picked.
‘You’re
going
to
forget
everything else I teach you,’ Mr
Stessman
said,
petting
his
mustache. ‘Everything. Maybe
you’ll remember that Beowulf
fought a monster. Maybe you’ll
remember that “To be or not to
be” is Hamlet , not Macbeth …
‘But everything else? Forget
about it.’
He was slowly walking up and
down each aisle. Mr Stessman
loved this kind of stuff – theater
in the round. He stopped next to
Park’s desk and leaned in casually
with his hand on the back of
Park’s
chair.
Park
stopped
drawing and sat up straight. He
couldn’t draw anyway.
‘So, you’re going to memorize
a poem,’ Mr Stessman continued,
pausing a moment to smile down
at Park like Gene Wilder in the
chocolate factory.
‘Brains love poetry. It’s sticky
stuff. You’re going to memorize
this poem, and five years from
now, we’re going to see each
other at the Village Inn, and you’ll
say,
“Mr
Stessman,
I
still
remember ‘The Road Not Taken!’
Listen … ‘ Two roads diverged in
a yellow wood …’”’
He moved on to the next desk.
Park relaxed.
‘Nobody gets to pick “The
Road Not Taken,” by the way, I’m
sick to death of it. And no Shel
Silverstein. He’s grand, but you’ve
graduated. We’re all adults here.
Choose an adult poem …
‘Choose
a romantic poem,
that’s my advice. You’ll get the
most use out of it.’
He walked by the new girl’s
desk, but she didn’t turn away
from the window.
‘Of course, it’s up to you. You
may choose “A Dream Deferred”
– Eleanor?’ She turned blankly.
Mr Stessman leaned in. ‘You may
choose it, Eleanor. It’s poignant
and it’s truth. But how often will
you get to roll that one out?
‘No. Choose a poem that
speaks to you. Choose a poem that
will help you speak to someone
else.’
Park planned to choose a
poem that rhymed, so it would be
easier to memorize. He liked Mr
Stessman, he really did – but he
wished he’d dial it back a few
notches. Whenever he
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