moving together, I donât see any way to stop them.
Usually, I wouldnât want to stop them, or even slow them down. I fly faster than that myself.
But Iâve seen whatâs ahead. At the bottom of this hill, just around the curve, a dead tree fell across the trail, not too long after Willowâs father went past this morning. Broken limbs are sticking out all over it.
If she were coming from the other direction, sheâd see it in time to stop. But from this direction, at the speed sheâs going, Willow wonât have time to stop her dogs.
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The
dogs love
going fast as much
as I do. When we come to
the curve at the bottom of the hill
Iâll slow them down a little. But not yetâ
this is too much fun! Hereâs the curve. What?
Whoa! Easy, Roxy! I brake hard, the dogs stopâ
but not fast enough. Roxyâs howl cuts through me.
I set the snow hook, run to herâas fast as I can
through the deep snow. I stumble; a branch
jabs into my leg. Oww! Itâs my own
voice I hear, like the fault line
of an earthquake, with
everything breaking
around it. Roxy
sticks her face
in the snow.
The snow
turns
red.
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Roxy,
look at me.
I hold her head
and stare at her face.
Sheâs bleeding from her eyes
and she wonât stop yelping. I pull the
tarp off the sledâoh, I donât believe this!
I kept saying, Dad, I know I have everything!
But I didnât bring the first aid kit! I donât have
any bandages, or any thing like a dog bag to carry
Roxy in the sled. Iâm about two hours from home.
Itâs too far to turn back. This is serious. Hush, Roxy.
Iâll think of something. My shirt. Itâs clean enough.
No oneâs around, and I wonât freeze to death while I
take it off and put my sweater and jacket back on.
Okay. I think I can do this. I have to. Roxy,
just let me hold this on your eyes. Please
trust me. Thank you, Roxy. Good dog.
There, I finally stopped the bleeding.
Now, I have to get her in the sled.
I can lift her. But how can I
keep her from shivering
in this bitter
wind?
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I
kick the
side of the sled.
How could I be so
stupid? Dad will kill
me! Calm down, my dear.
Weirdâit seemed like I heard
those words. I look around: Who
said that? All I see is a spruce hen
sitting on a low branch just ahead,
quietly preening her feathers. I watch
her for a minute, take a few long, deep
breaths, let my heart slow down a little,
and then it comes to me: Feathersâuse
my down sleeping bag. I manage to get
Roxy into it and strap her to the sled.
I give the dogs some of my smoked
salmon and eat some myself.
(Thank you, Grandma!)
Coraâyouâll have to
lead us home. Iâm
counting on
you.
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Jean, Willowâs great-great-great grandmother (Spruce Hen)
By the time they pull into the yard, the sun has set behind the mountains. Willowâs mother and her father and her sister, Zanna, all run out to meet her. Her mother is all smiles; Zannaâs jumping up and down.
Her father looks at Roxy in the sled.
Before he has a chance to say a word, Willowâs mother takes her daughter in her arms and pulls her close.
Willowâs shoulders start to shake. Her mother makes a gesture to her father: You take care of Roxy. Iâll take care of her.
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My
leg is
bruised
pretty badly.
Mom says itâs lucky
I didnât get hurt worse.
We shouldnât have let you go.
At least, someone should have gone out
this afternoon to be sure you were okay. It sounds
like Mom is mad at Dad or herself, but not sure which.
She fusses over me , covering me with a warm blanket,
making me hot chocolate, telling Zanna to turn
down the TV so I can rest. She doesnât
say a word about Roxy. When Dad
comes in, they go into their
bedroom to talk. I want
to hear what Dad
has to say, but
he doesnât
seem to
want
me
to.
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Roxyâs
eyes