Helen Agee two years ago. The good old lesbian smear. It was ridiculous but they made it work. But fortunately Davidâs got some ideas to help us.â She finished, sounding expectant. Nolan would pick up her cue and take it from there. But he didnât. He was still staring off into the distance. Apparently he could no longer endure staring at the screen. âDavid,â Kathy repeated softly. âOh.â He looked neither flustered nor embarrassed. He just seemed confused. âOh, right.â He sat up straight in his chair. Lucy and Waters studied him. I wasnât the only one puzzled by his behavior. âRight.â He tried a smile that was more a grimace. Then he turned in my direction. âYou must be Dev Conrad.â âThatâs right.â âJeffâs father has a lot of faith in you. I hope you can help us.â His eyes werenât quite focused. And then he stopped talking. I wondered if he was physically sick. His face gleamed with sweat. âWhat was I saying, Kathy?â âThe right-wing contributions for Burkhart.â âOh, yes, right.â His attempt at a smile was embarrassing. Around the table the eyes studied him with silent alarm. He settled back in his chair, as if he was relaxed now. In control of himself again. But when he began to speak it was obvious heâd either forgotten or chose not to talk about the right-wing group Kathy had talked about. I wondered if heâd had a stroke. His behavior certainly suggested that. I wasnât alone. The three staffers looked at each other anxiously. He reached for a silver pitcher of water to fill the glass in front of him. His hand was trembling so badly he dropped the pitcher almost as soon as he started to raise it. It landed hard. Though it was in no danger of spilling, the staffers automatically started to rise in their chairs to grab it. âOh, God,â Lucy half whispered. âDavid, are youâ?â âWhat was I saying?â Nolan said as if he was unaware of his strange behavior. âOh â right. Well, I contacted this group of investors who frankly think itâs time to do a little business with our side. They know everythingâs up for grabs in this election but they still think itâs time to have a sit-down with somebody we know in the administration. Theyâre willing to spend thirty million dollars on making and airing some generic commercials that favor us. They wonât spend it all on our district; they want to make it as national as possible.â He stopped talking. An engine that had run down. âWhat makes this so interesting,â Kathy said quickly, âaside from the money is that three of the products they want some federal funding for â they need further research â are very eco-friendly. That means the other party doesnât want anything to do with them. Unfortunately, a lot of our senators and reps are on the same payroll and will vote against us. But I think weâve still got enough votes. And David thinks so, too, donât you?â The smile that was a grimace again. Was he in pain? âRight.â His eyes brightened. There was strength in his voice now. âIâm hoping we get at least four million. We can put a lot of that into radio and some extra TV.â Lucy and Waters did the power fist. âIâll bet Jeff was happy when he heard about it,â Lucy said. Nolanâs jaw clenched. He said nothing. âWe havenât had a chance to tell him yet. But heâll be happy as hell. You can bet on it.â Kathy touched Nolanâs arm and said, âGood work, David.â She was a nurse talking to a very sick patient. âExcellent work,â Lucy said in the same way. The accolades didnât free him from whatever mental prison he was in. The smile was a little less pensive at their words but something troubled him so much that he was barely