Barney?â
âI wanted to tell you, but I wanted to keep it to myself for just a little while, you know, keep it close to my chest. I was so afraid something would go wrong and Iâd feel like a fool. When I couldnât stand it a minute longer I hopped up here. Iâm really sorry, Annie. Now I feel like shit.â
âAnd well you should. Iâm not sharing anything with you anymore, Pete Sorenson,â Annie said childishly. She finished the last of the champagne in her glass. âWell?â she said challengingly. âDid you tell her?â
Pete winced. How well he remembered Maddieâs reaction to Barney. Sheâd trilled with laughter and said, âTell me you didnât believe that kid. Tell me, Pete, that you werenât that naive. Are you serious or are you putting me on when you say you believed right up until your sixteenth birthday that kid would actually come for you? Thatâs just too funny for words.â Sheâd laughed and laughed until he wanted to blubber the way he had the day Barney made the promise. Instead heâd picked up his coat and left. He hadnât called her for three days, and maybe he never would have spoken to her again, but she called him and apologized. He hated the tickle of amusement in her apology, but in the end, because he loved her, he let it pass.
âWell?â Annie said a second time. âDid you tell Maddie about Barney?â.
âShe thought it was silly of me. Why are we talking about Barney?â
âYou poor fool,â Annie said. A moment later she was off the chair and out of the restaurant. By the time Pete slapped some bills on the table and made his way outside, Annieâs cab was two blocks away.
Pete waited outside her small apartment all night, but she didnât return. He called Dennisâs apartment, but there was no answer there either.
With nothing else to do, he hailed a cab and told the driver to take him all the way to New York. When he settled back for the long ride ahead of him, he felt as if someone had drained half the blood from his body.
CHAPTER ONE
Six-year-old Pete did his best not to cry. He scrunched his eyes shut while he drew his puckered lips almost up to his nose. He felt a tear squeeze past eyelashes his mother said hid the most beautiful, the bluest eyes in the whole world. She was never going to say that again. Ever, ever. His eyes hurt, the same way they used to hurt when his dad made a campfire in the backyard and they roasted weenies and marshmallows. He was never going to do that again. Ever, ever. His six-year-old brain couldnât fathom how his eyes could burn like this if there was no smoke and no campfire.
He watched his knees and pressed them down against the edge of his bed, not wanting to see the lady in the blue dress stuff his things into the grocery sacks. She was pretty, but not as pretty as his mom. The other lady, the one watching over the lady in the blue dress, wasnât pretty. She was mean and wore ugly black shoes with shoelaces. As they continued talking, he slipped off the bed and out into the hall, where he stood listening.
âDonât get involved, Harriet. If you do youâll never succeed in this job. Heâs just a child. Children are resilient, heâll recover. Weâre going to place him in a good home. Heâll have a roof over his head, food in his stomach, and belong to a family.â
âWill they love him? Will he adjust? Heâs so little, Miss Andrews. Heâs just about to lose his first tooth. How is he going to handle that? What if the Fairy doesnât leave anything under his pillow?â the lady in the blue dress said.
âThatâs pure rubbish, Harriet. Itâs a cold, hard world out there, and thereâs no place in it for Tooth Fairies. It will build character.â The voice changed suddenly and grew hateful. âYou didnât fill that childâs head with wonderful stories