him, she noted as he took her hand, and wondered why the realisation left her less comforted than annoyed.
They followed the man past the Germans to a table towards the far end of the room where a woman sat alone facing the window, her hands folded across the handbag in her lap. She smiled at the man but looked startled when they, too, sat down.
âMy wife,â the man explained. He and Martin shook hands across the table, and Jean nodded politely to the other woman as they were introduced. She didnât catch their names.
âWe were beginning to think weâd have the table to ourselves for the week,â the man said, looking at his wife. Jean glanced up, surprised. His tone, she was certain, had been faintly hostile, and she felt a vague antipathy surface in response.
âYes, sorry about that,â Martin said pleasantly. âWe didnât have much appetite after the flight, and we couldnât seem to get out of bed in time this morning.â Jean looked at him crossly. Why apologise? she asked him silently. Weâre the ones with our backs to the window. They could have left at least one seat with a view.
âYouâre newlyweds, arenât you?â Martin asked, reaching for the wine. âSomebody told me youâre on honeymoon.â
âYes, thatâs right. We were married last Saturday.â
âHow lovely for you,â Jean said, but no one seemed to notice. She watched the comings and goings of the kitchen staff while the other three chatted about the size of the wedding, the great expense involved, the trials of farmers in Britain today, and the implications of the new Europe,but the exchange was awkward and soon lost momentum. A pair of entrées went past en route to the Germans, whose appetite was apparently insatiable and who greeted their arrival with an appreciative cheer.
âHave you been married long?â the woman asked. Again Jean felt her irritation surface. The query was, of course, entirely innocent; anyone recently married was bound to assume that all other young couples were just like themselves. Nevertheless she found the question intrusive; if the woman had wanted to avoid confrontation she neednât have phrased it quite that way. She met the otherâs gaze head on.
âWeâre not. Married, that is.â
âWeâre engaged,â Martin added quickly.
âReally?â The womanâs expression was so genuinely delighted that involuntarily Jean slipped her hands between her knees. âWhenâs the wedding?â
âWe havenât set a date yet,â Martin said easily. Jeanâs corroborative smile was tight. âSometime soon, we hope.â He pulled a portion from the warm loaf at his elbow, offering it to her with his eyes. She shook her head, suddenly conscious of the intimacy which could make speech between them unnecessary. And weâre not engaged, she told him irritably, so donât tell them we are.
âHow is the food, anyway?â Martin asked.
The woman grimaced. âA bit rich, actually. We made the mistake of eating Italian the first nightâcouldnât sleep for hours afterwards.â
âWeâve been ordering the European option ever since, though, and thatâs been alright,â her husband said. âJust be sure to ask for it well-done.â
Behind them the conversation was animated, the couples delighting in the discovery of mutual friends and acquaintances and the recollection of experience shared. Atthe table in front the two women had pushed aside their plates and napkins to make room for the brochures theyâd collected during the day, pointing out to each other the places theyâd just visited and sorting through postcards to decide which to send. Jean found herself thinking of breakfast that morningâthe cheese, the fresh fruit, a few rolls from the flight, what was left of the spumante from the previous evening, the kick of her