glass of water.
âIs Paul still here?â I asked when she came back.
She nodded. âHeâs downstairs. I told him he could leave, but he didnât want to go until he was certain you were okay.â
âThatâs very kind.â A thought suddenly struck me. I felt ashamed that it only occurred to me now. âCicely. Where is Cicely?â
âThatâs something we need to talk about, Sarah. Youâre her closest relative.â
I sat up straighter in the bed. âIâm her only relative. Her father isnât part of her life. Iâve got to get her. Sheâll have to come here, Janet.â
She nodded. âWe probably need to contact the police department in Kansas City and let them know that.â
âYouâre right.â I tried to get up but immediately felt dizzy and fell back.
âLet me do some checking,â Janet said. âIâll find out who you need to talk to.â
âAnd ask where she is now. Sheâs only ten years old. I donât want her to be afraid. I need to speak to her. Let her know Iâm coming.â
âIâll take care of it, honey.â She frowned. âI know Hannahâsfoster father died several years ago, but didnât you say her foster mother was still alive?â
âSheâs in a nursing home. In the last stages of Alzheimerâs.â I shook my head. âShe doesnât even remember Hannah. Thereâs no reason to call her.â
I pushed the quilt off and swung my legs over the side of the bed. Although I felt another wave of dizziness, it dissipated quickly. My shoes sat on the floor so I slipped my feet into them. âIâd like to talk to Paul.â
Janet took my hand. âAre you sure? Shouldnât you lie down a bit longer?â
I grabbed her hand. âIâve got to keep myself together for Cicely. Iâm so thankful Hannah and I found each other again after all these years. If we hadnât, I probably wouldnât know about her death, and Cicely would be all alone.â
Janet hugged me. âShe is blessed to have you for an aunt. There isnât anyone else in the world who could take care of her the way you will.â She stroked my hair. âI think it would be best if you moved back to my house, Sarah. Right away. Your apartment is too small for two people, and I have an extra room for Cicely. Besides, I can help. Be a support for both of you.â
I wiped away tears of gratitude. âI donât know what I would do without you. Youâre the best friend Iâve ever had, and I know Cicely will love you too.â
âWeâll all be okay,â she said quietly. âGod will walk us through this.â
I finally got to my feet. âHeâll have to. I know I canât do this under my own power.â
Janet slid her arm through mine. âIâll make you something to eat while you talk to Paul.â
âIâm not hungry.â
âI understand, honey, but you need to keep your strength up. Just trust me. Okay?â
I gave her a small smile. âWhatever you say.â
She returned my smile, though her eyes held the pain of the past few hours. âNow, thatâs what I like to hear.â
She helped me downstairs. I found Paul sitting on the couch in the living room. When I came into the room, he stood up.
âHow are you feeling?â he asked, his eyes wide with concern.
âBetter, thank you. Iâm sorry I fainted.â
He shook his head. âPlease donât apologize. Iâm so sorry for your loss.â
âThank you.â I sank down into the chair next to the couch.
âIf youâll excuse me,â Janet said, âI want to make Sarah some lunch. Will you stay and eat with us, Paul?â
âIâd like to, but Iâve got to get back to the station. Theyâre probably wondering where I am. After you called me, I told them I would help you deliver the