pulse,â he said to someone unseen, his voice raised over the commotion. âSheâs gone.â
But she wasnât! Not yet!
Néomi was young, and there were so many things she had left to experience. She deserved to live. Iâm not dying. Her hands somehow clenched. I refuse to!
Yet as the breeze picked up once more, Néomiâs vision guttered out like a candle. No, noâ¦still livingâ¦canât see, canât seeâ¦so scared.
Rose petals caught on the wind and tumbled over her face. She could feel each cool kiss of them.
Thenâ¦nothingness.
1
Outside Orleans Parish
Present day
S tay sane, act normal, he chants to himself as he strides down the rickety pier. On either side of him, water black like tar. Ahead of him, muted light from the bayou tavern. A Lore bar. A lone neon sign flickers over flat skiffs below. Music and laughter carry.
Stay saneâ¦need to dull the rage. Until the endtime.
Inside. âWhiskey.â His voice is low, rough from disuse.
The bartenderâs face falls. Like last night. Others grow skittish. Can they sense that I ache to kill? The whispers around him are like metal on slate to his ragged nerves.
ââConrad Wroth, once a warlordâ¦madder than any vampire Iâve seen in all my centuries.â
ââA killer for hire. If he shows up in your town, then folks from the Lore thereâll go missing.â
Missing? Unless I want them found.
ââHeard he drains âem so savagelyâ¦nothingâs left of their throats.â
So Iâm not fastidious.
ââI heard he eats them.â
Distorted rumors. Or is that one true?
Tales of his insanity spreading once more. Iâve never missed a targetâhow insane can I be? He answers himself: Very fucking much so.
Memories clot his mind. His victimsâ memories taken from their blood toll inside him, their number always growing. Donât know whatâs real; canât determine whatâs illusion . Most of the time, he can scarcely understand his own thoughts. He doesnât go a day without seeing some type of hallucination, striking out at shadows around him.
A grenade with the pin pulled, they say. Only a matter of time.
Theyâre right.
Stay saneâ¦act normal. Glass in hand, he chuckles softly on his way to a dimly lit table in the back. Normal? Heâs a goddamned vampire in a bar filled with shifters, demons, and the sharp-eared fey. Christmas lights are strung up in the backâthrough the eye sockets of human skulls that frame a mirror. In the corner, a demoness lazily strokes her loverâs horns, visibly arousing the male. At the bar, an immense werewolf bares his fangs, bowing protectively as he tosses a small redhead behind him.
Canât decide if you should attack, Lykae? Thatâs right. I donât smell of blood. A trick I learned.
The couple leaves, the redhead all but carried out by the Lykae. As they exit, she peers over her shoulder, her eyes like mirrors. Then gone. Out into the night where they belong.
Sit. Back against the wall. He adjusts the sunglasses that shade his red eyes, dirty red eyes. As he scans the room, he resists the urge to rub his palm over the back of his neck. Watched by someone unseen?
But then, I always feel like that .
He swoops up the drink, narrowing his eyes at his steady hand. My mindâs decayed, but my sword handâs still true . A ruinous combination.
He takes a liberal swallow. The drink. The whiskey dulls the need to lash out. Not that it has disappeared.
Small things enrage him. An off look. Someone approaching too quickly. Failing to give him a wide enough berth. His fangs sharpen at the slightest provocation. As though a living thing hungers inside me. Ravenous for blood and a throat to tear. Each time he acts on the rage, othersâ memories blight more of his own.
He still has enough sanity to stalk his targetsâhis brothers. He will mete out