the love of his life had been the reason he stopped practicing medicine in the first place.
Struggling against a desire to walk out of the tent and turn his back completely on the entire wagon train, he forced himself to study the pain on Yellow Birdâs face. He had to bestrong and do his best. Otherwise, it wouldnât be God that failed; it would be him.
âYellow Bird,â he said softly, caressing her sweat-soaked brow. âYour baby is not able to come any further because he isnât in the right position. I am going to try to turn him and pull him out. It will be painful, and there are no guarantees. But we have to try. Do you understand?â
She nodded, and another contraction rocked her small body. âIf you do nothing, my child will not live.â
âThatâs right.â He made no mention that she would likely die, as well. But he figured she knew, and there was something to be said for keeping hope alive.
Yellow Bird gripped his hand and lifted her shoulders off the pallet. She gave him a hard, pleading stare. âPlease, doctor. You must try.â
Grant sprang into action. The young woman was growing weaker by the minute. âGinger, Miss Sadie, get on either side of Yellow Bird and donât let her thrash about too much.â
âMe?â Gingerâs voice sounded faint. âIâll go get Toni or Fannie. Iâll be right back.â
âThereâs no time!â Grant grabbed the white-faced girl by the shoulders and gave her a little shake. âGinger! You have to be strong. I know you donât like illness or blood. But you can not faint, is that clear?â
âWho said I was going to faint?â
Good! Some of her spunk was showing.
Grant tried to ignore the sound of Yellow Birdâs groans as he felt for the babyâs head, and then the shoulder.
He looked up at Miss Sadie. âHold her.â
Slowly he tried to turn the baby. Still, with the next pain, the baby didnât descend any farther. âI have to try to turn him the other way,â he said more to himself than the women. He could hear his panic. âLord, please,â he whispered.
âPray, Ladies.â
Ginger prayed the same two words over and over like a mantra. âPlease God, please God, please God, please Godââ Finally Grantâs nerves could take it no longer.
âGinger! Stop!â
âWell, youâre the one that told me to pray!â
âCanât you pray something else?â
Yellow Bird let out a scream of pain that pierced the interior of the tent.
âItâs the only prayer I know!â Ginger resumed her petition. âPlease God, please God, please God, please God.â
As Grant turned the infant counterclockwise, he felt the shoulder begin to dislodge. Hope sprang up inside his heart, and he found himself joining in Gingerâs prayer. âPlease God, please God, please God.â
Moments later, a healthy boy slid into the world with lusty cries that brought a slow, exhausted smile to his motherâs pale lips.
âWould you look at that?â Ginger said, excitement and wonder in her tone. Miss Sadie wrapped the baby and tried to give him to Yellow Bird. The young woman had fainted. âGinger, take the baby,â Miss Sadie said. âI need to help Grant take care of Yellow Bird. Sheâs bleeding too heavily.â
âI donât know if I can,â Ginger said, the fear in her voice so thick Grant could almost reach out and touch it.
âItâs okay,â Miss Sadie said with uncommon gentleness that surprised Grant. âThereâs nothing to it. Youâll do just fine.â
Miss Sadie slipped the baby carefully into Gingerâs arms. A soft gasp caused Grant to raise his head just for a second. His stomach jumped at the sight of the young woman holding Yellow Birdâs baby. Gingerâs lips parted slightly, and her eyes widened as she looked from the