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control to Murphy in all aspects of her life—not just sexually. When Layla had lived in Denver, Ainsley had known Murphy worked in a club, but not what kind of club. But she’d never imagined a sex club, because she had no flipping clue places like that even existed outside fictional novels.
    She planned to get a real education about it tonight.
    She scooped up Layla’s risqué lingerie and slunk into the bathroom. She stripped and added a piece at a time, ignoring the pooch in her belly. Next week she really had to start working out again. The kimono hit mid thigh and adequately covered her jiggly ass. Five minutes after her thirty-seventh birthday her body had started to sag like an ugly old couch. Not that she’d ever in her life been a toned size two.
    Now is not the time to revisit your body issues. Think sexy, act sexy, be sexy.
    Once she’d tugged on her outfit, she pinned up her hair, securing it with a hairnet. She unzipped the bag and slipped the wig from the Styrofoam dummy’s head, settling it onto her own.
    After jabbing a million bobby pins into her scalp, Ainsley angled closer to the mirror, smoothing flyaway strands with her fingers. The sleek wig was shoulder length, coal black with jagged ends dyed blood red. It was funky, hip and fun. No one would mistake it for her real hair, but wasn’t that the point of tonight? To be daring and eccentric? She was fully incognito in this get-up. She doubted her cats would recognize her.
    Two raps on the door were her only warning before Layla burst in. “Are you… My God, what the fuck is that thing on your head?”
    Not exactly the reaction she’d hoped for. “I’m embracing my inner Sydney Bristow.”
    Layla grabbed her upper arms and circled her slowly before stopping in front of her.
    “So? Do I look ridiculous?”
    “No. It just shocked me. But I’ve gotta say, the wig is perfect with the clothes I brought. Wow, A, you look fantastic.”
    “Really?”
    “Scouts honor. You always look nauseatingly well put together. I like seeing this other side of you.”
    “What other side? Nuttier? Sluttier?”
    “Younger. More playful. Now don’t glare at me. I know you’re a professional woman and all, but, girlfriend, there’s no reason not to show a little skin after that bank vault closes. You’re sporting one of those curvy hourglass bodies that men go wild for.”
    Wasn’t that “hourglass figure” phrase a euphemism for…fat?
    “Don’t hide it. Flaunt it.”
    Ainsley wasn’t the flaunt it type.
    Or maybe you are. Age and size ain’t nothin’ but numbers.
    “Let’s hit the road. The club is about to open and Murphy is getting all snappy and threatening because I’m not there.”
    Here was the opening she’d waited for. “Layla, can I ask you something?”
    “Yes, I have time to do your make-up before we go.” She pointed to the toilet seat. “Sit.”
    Ainsley closed her eyes when Layla hovered over her with brushes, powders and eyeliner. “Thanks, but that wasn’t the question I meant. I want to know about your relationship with Murphy. He seems awfully controlling.”
    “That’s the definition of a dominant.”
    She struggled to find the wording that wouldn’t piss off her friend but would also give her the information she’d always been too shy to ask about. “He doesn’t like, hurt you or anything if he doesn’t get his way, does he?”
    “Are you asking if he beats me if I’ve done something to piss him off?”
    “Yes.”
    Layla swept a long, wet line of make-up across Ainsley’s eyelids near her lash line. “Don’t open your eyes for a minute.”
    “Okay.”
    “Murphy has never raised his hand to me in anger. It would destroy him to hurt me. But you have to understand that his use of whips, floggers and other instruments are part of our life. I ask him to restrain me and leave welts and marks on my skin.”
    “Why?”
    “The pain takes me to a place where I can truly let go of the control I’ve tried to