velvet cake, and now you know I had the party, and I donât care that much, but it is just a little bit awkward, so I think we should both just forget about it and move on.â Did you ever think of just saying that? Instead of making up a lie about your grandmother having pneumonia in not one, but both lungs ? Old people can die from that. Did you know that, Lyza?â
And if you were hoeing your bean field in your straw hat and old clothes, miles away from Harriet Tubman Middle School, Lyza would not have started waving her arms around, her big, shiny, obviously new silver bracelet with the rhinestone cursive L dangling from it would not have been practically blinding you, and she would not have started shrieking indignantly, âHow dare you call me a liar? Yeah, weâre not friends becauseâguess what?âyou donât have any friends anymore because you think youâre so great and no one can stand you!â so loudly that everyone in the entire school and possibly everyone in the entire town and possibly even Lyzaâs grandmother in California could hear.
And all of this is why I should have moved to that house in the woods before middle school even started.
Because I had made a vow never to lie, I couldnât say, even to myself, that what Lyza said to me didnât hurt. It hurt a lot, and part of the reason it did is that it wasâat least partlyâtrue. I had decided weeks ago to just stop having friends (except Janie) because if you didnât have any friends, you didnât have to walk around worrying that one of them was going to lie to you. Iâd stopped answering texts, stopped asking people over, stopped acceptinginvitations, and people noticed. They thought I was pushing them away, which I guess I was. Still, it hurt like a kick to the shins to hear Lyza say that I didnât have friends. I stood there, pressing my books against my chest to keep from shaking as she stared at me triumphantly.
âThatâs not true,â I said. My voice came out so small, it was almost a whisper. âJanieâs my friend.â
Lyza rolled her eyes and said, âHah! Janie hardly ever even comes to school anymore, probably so she doesnât have to see you . And when she does come, she hardly ever talks anymore, probably because she doesnât want to talk to you .â
âSheâs been sick a lot lately,â I said.
âSick of you,â said Lyza.
Thatâs when I did what I should have done from the beginningâturned my back on Lyza and walked away. A minor crowd had formed around us, and as I walked through it, I looked for Janieâs face, but it wasnât there. I remembered her saying something about maybe coming in late that day.
As I made my way through the throng of onlookers, kids jumped back or turned sideways to let me pass, like actual contact with me might bring them bad luck, like friendlessness was contagious. I thought about striding straight past my classroom, out the door of the school, andinto the woods. Thatâs what Henry David Thoreau would have done. But Henry David Thoreau probably never had a last-period math test that was worth one-eighth of his grade. I walked to my class. I stayed.
And that turned out to be a big mistake.
CHAPTER TWO
Aaron Archer
Dolley Madison Middle School
West Chester County, Pennsylvania
I CAN REMEMBER ALMOST ANYTHING. When I run across a fact on Google, or in the pages of a history book, or pretty much anywhere else, it goes into a folder on my mental hard drive. If I need it later, I click the folder, and out pops the fact.
And sometimes facts pop out whether I need them or not.
If I hear a symphony, or overhear a conversation, I can play the whole thing back in my head, note for note, word for word, like itâs streaming over the internet from a giant data server in rural Oregon. Except itâs not in Oregon. Itâs in my brain.
Most people think it would be great to