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Trent is going to get you something yummy to eat, and Mommy will be right there in just a minute.”
    “Believe it or not, Drew, I bet we can find some ice cream. And I also bet you like candy. The kids we treat here sure do.”
    The doubtful little frown that had formed a crease between the child’s brows lifted. Apparently he had a sweet tooth, as he untwined his arms from Dani and leaned towards Trent.
    “And you know what else? It’s going to be like a campout in the kitchen, ’coz the lights are going out soon and we’ll have lanterns instead. Pretty cool, huh?”
    Andrew nodded and grinned, his worries apparently soothed by the sweet adventure Trent promised.
    Trent kept talking as he walked away with the child, but Chase no longer listened. He focused entirely on the woman in front of him. The deceiving, lying woman he’d never have dreamed would keep such an important thing a secret from him.
    “I want to hear it from your lips. Is Andrew my son?” He knew, knew the answer deep in his gut but wanted to hear it just the same.
    “Yes.” She reached out to rest her palm against his biceps. “Chase, I want you to understand—”
    He pushed her hand from his arm. “I understand just fine. I understand that you lied to me. That you thought it would be okay to let him grow up without a father. That you brought my son to Africa , not caring at all about the risks to him. What is wrong with you that you would do all that?”
    The guilt and defensiveness in her posture and expression faded into her own anger, sparking off her in waves.
    “You didn’t want a family, remember? When I told you I wanted to marry, for us to have a family together, you said a baby was the last thing you would ever want. So, what, I should have said, ‘Gosh, that’s unfortunate because I’m pregnant’? The last thing I would ever want is for my child to know his father would consider him a huge mistake. So I left.”
    “ Planning to have a child is a completely different thing from this and you know it.” How could she not have realized he’d always honor his responsibilities? He’d done that every damned day of his life and wasn’t about to stop now. “What were you going to do when he was old enough to ask about his father? Did it never occur to you that if his dad wasn’t around to be a part of his life, he’d feel that anyway? That he’d think his father didn’t love him? Didn’t want him?”
    “I...I don’t know.” Her shoulders slumped and she looked at the ground. “I just... I know what it’s like to have a father consider you a burden, and I didn’t want that for him. I thought I could love him enough for both of us.”
    The sadness, the pain in her posture stole some of his anger, and he forced himself into a calmer state, to take a mental step back. To try to see it all from her perspective.
    He had been adamant that children wouldn’t, couldn’t, fit into his life, ever. He’d learned long ago how dangerous it could be for non-native children in the countries where he worked. Where his parents worked. He couldn’t take that risk.
    So when she’d proposed marriage and a family, he’d practically laughed. Now, knowing the real situation, he didn’t want to remember his cold response that had left no room for conversation or compromise.
    No wonder she’d left.
    She lifted her gaze to his, her eyes moist. “I’m sorry. I should have told you.”
    “Yes. You should have told me.” He heaved in a deep breath then slowly expelled it. “But I guess I can understand why you didn’t.”
    “So.” She gave him a shadow of her usual sunny smile. “We’re here. You know. He’s still young enough that he won’t think anything of being told you’re his daddy. My contract here is for eight months, so you’ll have a nice amount of time to spend with him.”
    Did she honestly think he was going to spend a few months with the boy and leave it completely up to her how—and where—his son was