her?â
He spoke with an ardor that made me stare, forgetting any resentment, that made Arlen stare as well, made him furrow his fair brow.
âWhat do you want of me?â he asked Lonn quietly.
âGo away. Live. Let her return to her home.â
âNo one knows what would happen if the winterking did not come to the ceremony,â Arlen replied, not in argument this time but in genuine keen-edged thought. âLikely they would slay someone else in my stead, and that one would not thank me. As for the lady Cerilla, they might be inclined to punish her in order to avert the wrath of the goddess.â His voice was very low, with a stillness in it. âIndeed, they would be as likely to slay her quite slowly as to free her.â
âSurely Rahv would not allow harm to come to her,â Lonn said fiercely.
âI am not so sure,â Arlen replied, and I knew that truth spoke in him, that he interceded for my life as Lonn interceded for his, and I shivered where I sat in the darkened stall.
They must have been friends, those two, ever since they were small boys. They sat gazing at each other, all the futility of the thing in their eyes, and reached a wordless agreement.
âI think we must settle for honor,â Arlen said finally. âA winterkingâs death for me, and for her the life of a white-robe. She will make peace with it somehow. They all do.â He shifted his gaze. The matter was closed, and new matter was needed. âWhat ails my gentle Bayard,â Arlen murmured idly, âthat he stands so oddly in his stall?â
He stood up and started toward me. I did not care to be found cowering in the soiled straw. With all the dignity I could muster I pulled my blanket tighter, rose, and stepped forward to meet him. We came face to face in the dim corridor between stalls, and I trembled in the lantern light like a dazzled deer.
âBy the great goddess, a lass!â Arlen exclaimed. âBarefoot in the freezing cold and snow.â
I lowered my gaze; I could not bear to meet the soft look of those marvelous green eyes.
âWho are you? How have you come here? Has someone mistreated you? Perchance we can set it to rights.â He waited for my answer, and when none came he muttered, âBy the holy oak, you are half naked.â He took off his cloak and put it around my shoulders. âWe will find you some clothing. Are you hungry?â Again he waited patiently for a reply. âLass, will you not tell me who you are?â
I glanced up at him, biting my lip, not knowing what to say to him who was doomed to die. He met my look with a puzzled stare that melted after a moment into something warmer, a nearly trancelike gaze, and I answered it in like wise. Neither of us moved when Lonn came over to stand beside us, and he had to touch Arlenâs arm to rouse him.
âArlen of the Sacred Isle,â he said in a carefully level voice, âmay I present Cerilla, daughter of Rahv of the Seven Holds and Lady of Tower Stane.â
Arlen seemed stunned. âLonn was right,â he murmured. Then he stepped back from me with a tight, hurt look. âLonn was right,â he said more calmly. âYou have a lover; you were running away.â
âNo, my lord, it is not that at all!â Distressed, I spoke more than was my wont. âIt is onlyâlord, please understand. My father cares nothing for my happiness. He gave my sister Rina to that toad Eachan, who killed her in his ill humorââ I stopped, gulping with emotion. âLord,â I appealed, âhow was I to know that you are comely and kind?â
For some reason he winced, yet he stood silent.
âSurely I have no desire to see you slain, eat your fleshââ
The most horrible of the many horrors. He shuddered, but I felt suddenly calm, even bold.
âBut I would gladly lie with you,â I told him, with a proud lift of my chin so that I faced him more