below me in the street. âPiano lesson, today? Do re mi fa â¦â Except for Irvâs mother, everyone in his family played an instrument. Me, I played the radio. If I could play something, though, it wouldnât be the violin or the piano. It would be something big like a trombone or a tuba. Some afternoons in the Coops there was music coming out of every single window. It sounded like an orchestra, like the whole house was practicing, everyone trying to drown everyone else out. If I played the tuba, Iâd drown them all out.
âHey, Irv, meet you at the first candy store, later.â
Isabelle Arnow looked up. I didnât see her till it was too late. She was going by with one of her friends. Was I screeching? What did I sound like? I thought I sounded like a bird. Not too smart, not too suave. Isabelle! Oh, Isabelleâs nice. I donât talk to her, but I look at her a lot. When Iâm behind her I look at her neck and the backs of her arms. She has dimples in both elbows. I havenât gotten up the nerve to talk to her yet, but I will one of these days.
I waved to her. Suave, like a movie star, Ronald Colman or Errol Flynn. Isabelle nudged her friend and whispered in her ear. She might have smiled, but she was too far away to tell.
Later, I met my friends at the first candy store. Irv was reading the paper and Chick was shadow-boxing with George. Irvâs father was on the corner talking to another man. Mr. Horowitz was short, like Irv, with glasses and the same round face. âHello, Holtz. Whereâs your father these days?â
âIs this Holtz the painter?â the other man said. âIs your father working? I donât see him around. Where is he?â
âBaltimore.â
âIs he working?â
âWho?â
âAm I talking about Rockefeller? I asked you, is your father working?â
âMmmm.â
âYou see,â the other man said. âThatâs what Iâm telling you, Horowitz. You want to work? A little ambition, thatâs all thatâs needed. Thereâs no depression. Itâs a word the newspapers made up. Itâs in your head. Thatâs where the fight has to be won. What did President Roosevelt say? We only have to fearââ He turned to me. âWhatâs the rest of it?â
âThe only thing we have to fear is fear itself.â
âVery good, Holtz. A smart boy. A plus. You see, the schools are doing their part. Now if we all did our parts ⦠if everyone believed, had confidence, spent their money. Money, buying, spending, thatâs what makes work.â
âNothingâs going to help,â Irvâs father said. âRoosevelt is sticking plasters on a sinking ship. Capitalism is on its last legs.â Irvâs father talked with both his hands. He was always arguing. âOnce the workers in this country uniteââ
George grabbed me from behind and dragged me back.
âHey, you big ape, let go. Itâs interesting.â
He yanked my ear. I gave him an elbow in the gut. Chick, George, and I started to spar around. George had a couple of Baby Ruths. One he ate in front of us. He was a pig. Last summer, Irv and I stopped talking to him completely. We agreed he was a self-centered, egotistical, selfish, ignorant jerk, but when school started we were friends again.
âWho wants some?â George peeled the second candy bar.
Chick took a piece and so did Irv, but I refused. âEat it yourself, you fat cow.â
âThanks.â He stuffed his mouth. âWhen are you going to treat, Tolley, or are you too cheap? You guys want to go over to Woolworthâs and get some jelly beans? Of course, nothing for Tolley.â
âIf I want anything, Iâll get it for myself.â
âWhat are you going to pay for it with? You donât have any money. I heard your familyâs on relief.â
âHey! You want something, big mouth? You