move so fast. It was the fear of that bottomless need heâd uncovered. And the truth that she was desperately trying to ignore: it hadnât been a snog , it had been heaven.
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Alex lifted the cup and sippedâyick. He might be sprawled in a big chair in the first-class club but the coffee was still thin, airport dross. He glanced at his laptop on the table beside him. The screen saver had been dancing for a good twenty minutes nowâhiding the report he should have finished already. But focus had been impossible when distraction had such curves. He should be working. And if he wasnât working he should be worrying about Patrickâs bombshell last week and the horrendous ramifications of those test results. He should be dealing with it.
Instead he was indulging in a wicked fantasy and debating how he was going to turn it into reality. There simply had to be moreâwrong though it was. But those minutes in the elevator with that petite temp had been magic, and not anywhere near enough. Since when did he start kissing random women in elevators? Especially an employee? Just because sheâd been nervous?
Well, it had seemed like a good way of distracting her atthe time. And himself. But that irresistible distraction had turned searingly, mind-blowingly incredibleâhow was he going to ensure he got more?
His mobile chimed. Lorenzo. Alex answered promptly. âHey.â
âWhere are you?â
âSydney Airport.â
âMan, youâre hardly ever home these days.â
Alex sighed. âI know. Just waiting for the flight back.â
Heâd arranged this business trip after Patrick had called out of the blue. After years of only occasional correspondence, heâd rung to tell him the âtruthââthirty years too late. At first Alex hadnât believed him, had insisted on the tests. It had only taken twenty-four hours. After seeing it in black-and-white heâd had to get away. He could have done the deal with conference calls, but heâd used it to avoid everyone for a few days. But now the job was done and he was aching to get back to Auckland. He had unfinished business to tend to and it wasnât the paternity nightmare.
âThereâs something youâve got to see.â
Alex sat up, registering the thread of tension in Lorenzoâs usually dry-humoured tones. Instinctively he pressed the phone closer to his ear to catch the nuances better. âWhat is it?â
âYou need to see it. Iâve sent you the link. You should have it now.â
He reached out and tapped a couple of buttons on the laptop, Lorenzoâs email opened up and he grimacedâa YouTube video. âIts not some stupid joke, is it?â
âI donât think so.â For once Lorenzo actually sounded unsure.
âNot porn?â He might be the boss, but the âinappropriate use of office computersâ clause applied to him too.
âUh, well, I donât think so.â There was a laugh now. âJust watch it, Alex.â
He read the title âGet Stuck, Get Snoggedâis this the hottest kiss ever?â and groaned. âLorenzo, it is porn.â
âJust watch it.â
He clicked on the play button and waited a moment for it to load. Turned the speaker up a touch on his computer and frowned at the poor quality of the picture on screen. It was black-and-white. And then he recognised what that small space wasâan elevator. And then someone walked into it. And as if he was were trapped in it again, freefalling, his stomach dropped.
Hell.
That awful music hadnât been playing. Muzak didnât play in the lifts at all; no point when they whisked you up and down the many stories so fastâor at least they did if they werenât faulty and hadnât stopped between floors.
When that had happened, five days ago, it had been silent, save her breathing, whichâdespite her efforts to control itâhad