desirable to an Ivy League school.
So, friendless and outcast, I had been working on my biology homework outside alone after a chess match. (I stopped competing when it became too much for my family to manage.) I was waiting for my dad to pick me up when Scarlett approached me.
âYou still here?â she had asked. She was wearing her soccer uniform, and the rest of her team were straggling from the field to the locker room behind her.
âObviously,â I said. I tore myself away from my homework to squint up at her. âDid you have a good practice?â
Her cheeks were blotchy from the activity, but despite that, she was still unfairly attractive. She has blue-gray eyes. The color isnât as remarkable as the fact that they are so bright , and lined by naturally dark lashes that seem at odds with her lighter hair. I had noticed her around school before, had been in a couple of classes and group projects with her, but I think this was our first really significant exchange.
âYes, actually. It was really good,â she replied, sounding a little surprised. âUsually at this point in the season we all still hate each other. Weâre starting to work as a team early.â
âHow long have you played soccer?â
âSince I was a kid,â she said with the kind of arrogance that comes from doing something for a long time, and talking to someone who knows nothing about it.
âWell, congratulations,â I said, for lack of anything better. There was an awkward moment where neither of us spoke or moved, both waiting for the other to take action. Finally, I broke the tension by picking up my biology textbook and leafing through it for the quiz in the next dayâs chapter on the human genome project.
âAre you a nerd?â Scarlett asked.
I stared up at her, a little astonished at the brazenness of the question.
âI donât know,â I replied when I got my wits back. âMaybe? I suppose so. Why? What do you mean by nerd , anyway?â
âWell, the only reason I stopped by was to see if you could do my science homework. See, Iâm falling behind in class, and I just donât have time to catch up. You always seem to know the answers in class, and youâre always reading, so I figured you know the stuff and donât sweat it like I do. Iâm okay for most things, but when I donât get something, I just donât get it, you know? Iâd make it worth your time,â she added hurriedly, perhaps in response to my darkening expression. âIâd pay you for the assignments you do for me. But, like I said, Iâm in the red zone here. I mean, Iâm in trouble . I need help.â
âIt wouldnât hurt you to figure it out for yourself,â I said sharply. My head was ringing with the only reason , and I found the rest of her speech increasingly disgusting as well. âYou canât go through life expecting people to just give you what you want.â
Scarlett bristled. âI know that.â
âClearly you donât, or you wouldnât be begging for help from someone you donât know. And offering to buy it! This is unethical.â
Her face was even redder than it had been when she had come up to the bench. âI didnât think you would respond like this. So you wonât help me?â
âNo,â I said, dismissing her by pulling my book up to my face. âAnd clearly you donât know me if you thought I wouldnât be offended by your offer to buy my help to do your homework for you .â
â Clearly youâre right,â she said mockingly, voice heavy with disdain. âForget it, Audrey. In fact, do me a favor and forget I ever stopped to talk to you, okay?â
âBelieve me, Iâm trying to wipe it from my mind already.â
She gave a derisive snort and stomped away.
We havenât really spoken since. The heated exchange left a frostiness between us