blue eyes. She could play the guitar like a regular recording star, and she had this soft floaty voice that made Jess squish inside. Lord, she was gorgeous. And she liked him, too.
One day last winter he had given her one of his pictures. Just shoved it into her hand after class and run. The next Friday she had asked him to stay a minute after class. She said he was âunusually talented,â and she hoped he wouldnât let anything discourage him, but would âkeep it up.â That meant, Jess believed, that she thought he was the best. It was notthe kind of best that counted either at school or at home, but it was a genuine kind of best. He kept the knowledge of it buried inside himself like a pirate treasure. He was rich, very rich, but no one could know about it for now except his fellow outlaw, Julia Edmunds.
âSounds like some kinda hippie,â his mother had said when Brenda, who had been in seventh grade last year, described Miss Edmunds to her.
She probably was. Jess wouldnât argue that, but he saw her as a beautiful wild creature who had been caught for a moment in that dirty old cage of a schoolhouse, perhaps by mistake. But he hoped, he prayed, sheâd never get loose and fly away. He managed to endure the whole boring week of school for that one half hour on Friday afternoons when theyâd sit on the worn-out rug on the floor of the teachersâ room (there was no place else in the building for Miss Edmunds to spread out all her stuff) and sing songs like âMy Beautiful Balloon,â âThis Land Is Your Land,â âFree to Be You and Me,â âBlowing in the Wind,â and because Mr. Turner, the principal, insisted, âGod Bless America.â
Miss Edmunds would play her guitar and let the kids take turns on the autoharp, the triangles, cymbals, tambourines, and bongo drum. Lord, could they ever make a racket! All the teachers hated Fridays. And a lot of the kids pretended to.
But Jess knew what fakes they were. Sniffing âhippieâ and âpeacenik,â even though the Vietnam War was over and it was supposed to be OK again to like peace, the kids would make fun of Miss Edmundsâ lack of lipstick or the cut of her jeans. She was, of course, the only female teacher anyone had ever seen in Lark Creek Elementary wearing pants. In Washington and its fancy suburbs, even in Millsburg, that was OK, but Lark Creek was the backwash of fashion. It took them a long time to accept there what everyone could see by their TVâs was OK anywhere else.
So the students of Lark Creek Elementary sat at their desks all Friday, their hearts thumping with anticipation as they listened to the joyful pandemonium pouring out from the teachersâ room, spent their allotted half hours with Miss Edmunds under the spell of her wild beauty and in the snare of herenthusiasms, and then went out and pretended that they couldnât be suckered by some hippie in tight jeans with makeup all over her eyes but none on her mouth.
Jess just kept his mouth shut. It wouldnât help to try to defend Miss Edmunds against their unjust and hypocritical attacks. Besides, she was beyond such stupid behavior. It couldnât touch her. But whenever possible, he stole a few minutes on Friday just to stand close to her and hear her voice, soft and smooth as suede, assuring him that he was a âneat kid.â
Weâre alike, Jess would tell himself, me and Miss Edmunds. Beautiful Julia. The syllables rolled through his head like a ripple of guitar chords. We donât belong at Lark Creek, Julia and me. âYouâre the proverbial diamond in the rough,â sheâd said to him once, touching his nose lightly with the tip of her electrifying finger. But it was she who was the diamond, sparkling out of that muddy, grassless, dirty-brick setting.
âJess- see !â
Jess shoved the pad and pencils under his mattress and lay down flat, his heart thumping
David Sherman & Dan Cragg