first?â
âYes, âcourse.â He should have warned her after the first occasion not to buy him lighters, but instead he had feigned such gratitude, she kept repeating the performance. It would be unkind to tell her now that the best lighters were the cheapest: matches, Bics, the gas flame on the cooker.
âIâll fetch it in a sec. I wrapped it up and everything, but then you really threw me, giving up like that.â
He unlaced his shoes and got into bed beside her, still in his shirt and jeans. âSo arenât you glad Iâve weakened, then?â
âNo.â She kissed him, seriously. His wife never skimped on kisses, always gave full measure, always took her time.
âYouâll catch my germs,â he growled, at last.
âI like your germs. Though Iâm afraid they wonât at the office. Youâd better not go in today, or youâll spread that bug around.â
âI must. Iâve got a meeting. Itâll cause too much aggravation if I miss it.â
âYou said that last time you were ill, and look what happened â in the end you had to take a whole fortnight off. Itâs much more sensible to stay at home for a day or two. If you insist on battling on like a martyr, youâll only go down with something worse.â
He leaned over to the tray and passed her the glass of grapefruit juice. âArenât you going to eat your breakfast? Your boiled eggâs getting cold.â
âI like them cold. And donât change the subject. You look feverish to me.â
âIâm not. Iâm fine. I havenât even â¦â
âItâs selfish, Daniel, honestly, making everyone else ill, just because youâre a workaholic and too stubborn to see sense.â
He lay back against the pillows in a posture of defeat. It was bad enough being deceitful and weak-willed, without adding selfish martyred stubbornness to his catalogue of vices. âOkay, you win,â he conceded. âIâll languish on my sick-bed all day, and wonât even think of work.â Except heâd have to think of Juliet: how on earth he could get in touch with her if he didnât leave his bed?
âGood boy!â said Penny, stroking his hair from his forehead.
She had left her hand against his brow, as if rewarding him for compliance. It felt soothing and arousing both at once. He slid his own hand down towards her breast, savouring its warmth, its weight. âPenny â¦â
âMm?â
âI love you.â He prayed God it was true still.
âLove you too.â
âIâll love you more tomorrow than today.â
âWhat?â She pushed him off, took a sip of juice. âWhy more tomorrow? Whatâs happening tomorrow?â
âNothing. Iâll just love you more each day.â
âYouâre taking the mick.â
âIâm not. And hereâs your present. Dâyou want it now, or after your cold egg?â
âNow!â Her full attention was already on the package, squeezing it and shaking it, sniffing at the paper like an eager dog at a fox-hole. He had found some gift-wrap in a drawer (the sheet sheâd bought for him, most likely: his lighter and her earrings decked out alike in purple stripes).
She ripped the paper off. Penny never untied knots or unpeeled sticky-tape. It was one of the crazy reasons why he loved her â if he only knew what love was.
She was opening the padded box, exclaiming at its contents, stroking the plush velvet of the lining; her voice high-pitched with excitement. âOh, Daniel, theyâre gorgeous!â
Her whole plump and freckled face expressed unabashed delight; the flax-blue eyes crinkling at the corners, the fair brows lifted and alert, the wide mouth open, displaying gappy teeth. Her skin was fragile-pale beneath the freckles, in contrast to the shock of hair above â shock in every sense: carrot-coloured wire-wool
Douglas Stewart, Beatrice Davis