voice shook, too, as she said, âMom, Aardyâs crying.â
âI know.â
âI saw one of the cops puking into a paper bag.â
âHush.â
âI heardââ
âJamy, hush. Good grief â¦â Mom stared past me. I turned and saw a TV news van pulling in at the Gingrichesâ place.
Mom said, âCome on before it gets even worse.â She herded both of us back toward the car.
But when we got there, she didnât get in. She made Jamy get in, but she stopped me, and her eyes had that look like when my dad left.
Very softly she asked, âJeremy, how did you know?â
I didnât feel like I knew anything, and all of a sudden I wanted to cry. I could barely talk. âMom, not now.â
âYes, now!â Then her tone changed. âHoney, tell me. Please. You know we have to call the police. Are you going to need a lawyer?â
I shook my head. Damn, I wasnât going to cry. I made my voice hard. âJust call them. Never mind. Iâll tell them myself. Iâm going back.â I turned away.
âJeremy, no!â
I gave her a look over my shoulder. âMom, Iâve got to be there.â
We stared at each other.
âJust take Jamy home,â I said.
âDonât talk to the police yet. Donât talk to anybody,â she ordered. âJeremy, promise.â
âOkay.â
She got into the car and took Jamy home and left me.
Running back to Aaronâs house, I saw that Mrs. Gingrich was there, looking as white as her nurse uniform, standing with Mr. Gingrich, both of them looking lost even though they were right in front of their own house. Aaronâs parents. I felt my insides go all clotted in my chest. I ran up to the yellow police tape, jumped it like a hurdle, and trotted up the yard.
Mr. Gingrich looked at me and said, âSon, how you doing?â like he barely knew what he was saying, like he might offer me a Popsicle or something, the way he always did when I went into his store. But Mrs. Gingrich choked out, âOh, Jeremy,â and kind of toppled toward me. The look on her faceâIâd never seen her look like that, not even the time Aaron and I were poking around in the woodpile and Aaron got bit by a timber rattler. Then, when the doctors said he was going to be okay, she had cried and kidded around. Trust Aaron to find a rattlesnake in the backyard.
But now it was no joke and she wasnât crying. I think it was so bad, she couldnât cry.
I put my arms around her and said, âIâm sorry,â which sounds really stupid but I didnât know what else to say. âIâm sorry.â
She didnât make a sound or say a word, just held on to me like she was drowning, with her head on my shoulder. She nodded to show sheâd heard me. I felt the movement against my collarbone. Maybe she couldnât talk.
Aardy and a couple of cops came out of the garage; theyâd been talking with her in there, maybe? Somebody had given her a fistful of white Kleenex. Then a state cop came out of the house with his hand on the back of Nathanâs neck, kind of guiding him along the sidewalk. Nathanâs face looked flat white like a paper mask, and the stains on his shirt were red turning into purple and brown. He didnât look at me. I caught a glimpse of him, then turned my head away like I hadnât seen him.
The state trooper said to the Gingriches, âCome with me, folks,â and Mrs. Gingrich let go of me. Herding Nathan and his parents toward the driveway, the cop jerked his head at me and gave me a look that told me to get lost. He motioned the Gingriches into his cruiser.
I went back to my place in the crowd and watched him drive the Gingriches away.
I stood in front of Aaronâs house for hours. Afterward, Mom said she never should have let me stay, but Iâm glad she did. It would have been even worse otherwise, imagining things. This way, I
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