new blue flatsâthe ones that my sister, Abbey, swore complimented my knee-length turquoise dress, which was not ruffled but gathered âin my hands, as my sneaker-clad feet stomped across the rocks and dirt of the field that separates my house from Madelineâs. The field was the place where we started hanging out in third grade when Madeline tried (unsuccessfully) to teach herself how to skip rocks down the long and narrow creek (I showed her how), where we hid from our parents when we got in trouble, where we played Pirates of the Caribbean, had picnics, and told each other all our secrets. Itâs the place where we became best friends.
The day I met her, she had just moved to the neighborhood and was hiding from her family, crying. Sheâd left the back door open and their dog had gotten out and they couldnât find him. âHe doesnât know this neighborhood,â sheâd sniffed. âHeâll never find his way back.â
âSure he will,â Iâd told her. âI once saw this thing on TV about a dog that was on a flight to San Francisco from Florida. He escaped when they unloaded his crate and four months later he showed up back on their doorstep. In Florida! â
Sheâd looked at me through wet eyes. âIs that true?â
âI wouldnât lie.â
Then she told me the real part of her problem. A secret. It was the first one weâd shared with each other.
âI told my parents that my brother, Josh, let the dog out. They yelled at him and didnât believe him when he said he didnât do it. I didnât say anything to stand up for him. Now theyâre not letting him go to this BMX thing this weekend. Heâll probably never talk to me again. I mean, I feel really bad.â
I didnât know Madeline then and I didnât want to judge her for what sheâd done. So I swore Iâd never tell a soul. And I didnât. I didnât tell anyone, and I didnât even judge her for doing it. Right then, we became friends and that was all that mattered.
The night of the dance the sun was just dipping behind the sloped roof of Madelineâs two-story house as I walked up the field toward the backdoor. I saw Miss Rachel, Madelineâs mom, through the doorâs window, and walked right in.
âI still think the pearls would look better,â she yelled toward the stairs.
âMom!â Madelineâs voice rang down. âIâm not forty!â
âThe black pearls,â Miss Rachel sighed. Then she turned to me, and the scowl on her face relaxed into asmile. âHi, honey. Well, donât you look pretty.â She put her hand on her slim hip as she inspected me. I tried to look as grown-up as I felt in my very first fancy dress. I had managed to properly brush my dirty-blonde hair, which I was growing out, and Iâd even put a little flower clip in the side like Iâd seen in a magazine.
âVery nice,â Miss Rachel said, circling me like a modeling scout. âYou girls are going to be heartbreakers.â
I blushed. âUm, thanks.â
I walked toward the staircase and yelled up, âCome on, Mads! If we leave now, weâll be perfectly, fashionably late!â
âDonât come up!â she hollered back. âI want to make a grand entrance.â
âOh, brother,â I said as I slipped on my blue flats, hoping they wouldnât give me blisters.
We were supposed to get dressed together at her house but she called earlier in the afternoon and said her mom and dad had gotten in a fight so the vibe there was definitely neg. Her mom just got a big promotion and the stress levels were maxing out.
When Madeline finally came down, I wowed at her zebra-print dress with a wide, black patent leather belt and the long, layered black pearls draped around her neck. Her thick, amber hair was done in soft curls that lay on herbare shoulders, a stark contrast from the straggly