so itâs not a big deal when Coach Dieter shouts a warning to the guys to make sure theyâre decent as I head into the boysâ locker room for the first football meeting of the summer. My coach pats me on the back as I pass, just like he does to the guys.
âYou ready for senior year, Parker?â he asks.
âItâs the first day of summer break, Coach,â I answer. âLet me enjoy it.â
âDonât enjoy it too much. Work hard this summer during practice and at that football camp in Texas, because I expect a winning season come the fall.â
âWeâll take State for the first time in forty years, Coach!â one of my teammates yells out. His words are met by enthusiastic cheers from the rest of the team, including me. We almost made it to State last season, but we lost in the playoffs.
âAll right, all right. Donât get ahead of yourselves,â Dieter says. âLetâs get down to business first. Itâs that time of year to vote for who you consider the player most deserving of leading this team. Think of the player whose talent, hard work, and dedication to this team is undeniable. The player who receives the most votes will be chosen as captain for the coming season.â
Being voted captain is a huge deal at my school. There are a bunch of clubs and sports teams, but only one countsâfootball. I glance proudly at my boyfriend, Landon McKnight. Heâll be voted captain. Heâs the first-string quarterback and expected to lead us to the Illinois state championship. His dad was in the NFL, and Landon is all set to follow in his footsteps. More than a few times last season Landonâs dad even brought college scouts to watch his son. With his talent and connections, thereâs no question heâs going to get a scholarship to play in college.
We started dating at the beginning of last season, right after Coach Dieter moved me up to first-string kicker. I perfected my technique the summer before my junior year and it paid off. The guys on the team would watch me practice, making bets on how many field goals I could make in a row.
I used to be self-conscious about being the only girl on the team. Freshman year I stayed in the background, hoping to blend in. The guys made comments to intimidate me, but I laughed them off and threw comments right back. I never wanted special consideration and fought to be treated like another teammate who just happened to be a girl.
Dieter, wearing his trademark khaki pants and polo shirt withFREMONT REBELS embroidered on it, hands me my ballot. Landon gives me a nod. Everyone knows weâre dating, but we keep our relationship on the down low at practice.
I write Landonâs name on the ballot, then hand it in.
Dieter goes over our brutal practice schedule while the assistant coaches count the ballots.
âYou donât win games by sitting on your asses,â Dieter says during his lecture. âAnd besides, weâre expecting to attract more college scouts this year. I know more than a few of you would like to play college ball. Seniors, this is your year to prove yourselves.â Dieter doesnât say the obvious, that the scouts are coming to see Landon but weâll all benefit from their presence.
It would be amazing to play college ball, but Iâm not delusional enough to think scouts will be knocking down my door. Only a handful of girls have been chosen to play for collegiate teams, and almost all of them are walk-ons without scholarships. Except Katie Calhoun. She was the first female to get a Division I football scholarship. Iâd do anything to be like Katie.
Iâve watched football with my dad for as long as I can remember. Even after my mom left and he checked out of being a parent, we still watched the Bears together. He was a kicker for Fremont High forty years ago, the first and last time our high school won the state championship. The lone championship banner