mother had lied to her, that she was adopted, but she knew otherwise. Sheâd already decided that her next step was to request her motherâs medical records from the hospital. She had her motherâs power of attorney, and that should give her access.
âIâll try to get your mother moved to the top of the list,â Dr. Warner said. âA kidney might be available at any time.â
She merely nodded. She knew the odds. So many different factors were involved: compatibility, location, need. Although her mother was critically ill, someone might be a little bit more ill.
âIâm sorry,â he said. âI know how much you wanted to do this.â
âThank you,â she said. All she wanted now was to leave.
She had much to do. And the first was a visit to the hospital records department.
4
Two precious days gone, and Kira had little to go on.
She was tempted to take time off, but sheâd taken vacation when her mother had worsened four weeks ago, and she wanted to keep her remaining week for the transplant.
There would be a transplant. There had to be.
The how and why of two babies being switched thirty-two years ago didnât matter as muchâat this timeâas finding her motherâs daughter. The need for a kidney superseded everything else. Maybe later she would think about a lawsuit to pay off her motherâs growing medical bills.
Sheâd put together a list of babies born at the hospital on November 12, 1976. Births were a matter of public record, but it had still been difficult getting them. She had to go through several bureaucratic layers.
Twenty-one names. She didnât have the time to check them all out. Not with making her mother think everything was normal as well as tending to a job she loved, and badly needed.
Pain ripped through her, more agonizing than before. For the first time in her life, she wasnât certain who she was. Who was her natural mother? Her father? Were they still alive?
And her motherâs blood daughter. Who was she? Where was she?
Sheâd been operating on robot mode, unable to think beyond the next step. Now she knew she needed help. She didnât have time to do her own investigating. Yet she didnât know where to turn.
There were friends at the paper, but then she would have to tell the entire story. She wasnât ready to do that.
No, she needed professional help. An investigator who could devote full time to finding ⦠her motherâs daughter.
Chris Burke!
The name kept intruding in her thoughts. Sheâd pushed it away, because she always hated to ask for help. One trait inherited from her mother.
Another shock ran through her. Not inherited. Taught . You take care of yourself. You donât ask for help. Her mother lived by that motto. Sheâd always refused to take government assistance or food stamps. Instead, sheâd worked ten and twelve hours a day cleaning occupied houses and cleaning out unoccupied ones. Sheâd taken Kira with her to do the latter, carting a portable playpen with her.
Sheâd finally started her own small house-cleaning business, hiring four other people. But Katy Douglasâand Kira, tooâoften filled in when one of the cleaners had an emergency. Kira still did the bookkeeping and was trying to keep the business going during her motherâs illness.
Chris Burke. Chris Burke. The name pounded at her. Maybe he was her only option.
Chris Burke was a former police lieutenant who quit his job when his wife was diagnosed with terminal cancer. The Burkes had been one of Katy Douglasâs customers, and Kiraâs mother had often sat with Risa Burke when her husband had to be gone.
Both Katy and Kira had attended the funeral. Chris had told them that if he could ever reciprocate for her motherâs kindness, he would. She also knew that after his wifeâs death, heâd opened a small investigative agency.
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