over the side of the bridge, backs to chests. The water split apart at the back of Daniâs stone island and came together again at her toes, swirling up a little force field around her.
Dani had been on the swim team since she was small. It was weird looking at her surrounded by all that unswimmable waterâlike an actor in an empty theaterâyouâd think sheâdhave wanted to go in, but she was a quiet kid, you know? And quiet people, itâs hard to know whatâs in their head.
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We were hanging out on the bridge over the fallsâthe whole crew of usâwe tied our six-packs to the bridge on a rope long enough to reach the river, to keep them cold and out of view. That day on the footbridge, Nokey was scoping Daniâs just-turned-thirteen-year-old chest and body that really did look like a womanâs. Being my younger sister or being someone Nokeyâs known since before birth didnât mean she was out of the game.
(Nokeyâs not his real name, by the way. Itâs short for Gnocchi, which still isnât his real name. Itâs Eugene Cervella. But since the third grade, people have been calling him Gnocchi Cervellaâin English it roughly translates to Potato Head. He hates the name, but he always acts like heâs got something else in his head besides brains, so he canât shake it.)
He went up to my sister and started with: âListen, Danielle. I donât want to be a rock in your shoe â¦â and followed with a hand on her shoulder.
Whether heâs hitting on girls or not, heâs always working his hands. Theyâre big and heavy enough to separate at the wrists. His pinky is the only finger thin enough to fit in the neck of a beer bottle, and his nails are too thick to bite throughâhe has to use a scissor. His hands are smart, and make him a good mechanic. His father only had to show him how a torque wrench worked once like three years ago and it stuckâhe never stripped a thread. Itâs like his fingers memorize things on contact. When we worked at his fatherâs garage together, heâd handle customers and in the prints of his fingers record where and how they could be touched. This practice made repeatsout of first-time customers and kept the regulars revolving. Some guys heâd give the one-hand shake with a matching slap on the shoulder. Or the classic two-hand shake, grabbing their entire handâor just tapping the tips of his fingers on the back of theirs. For the ladies itâs a hand on the back when heâd lead her to the office to pay her bill. With the older ladies, he would link his right arm with their left and lay his free hand on their wrist.
He wore his mechanicâs coveralls cut off at the shoulders and below the knees, so all the married rich chicks could get a good look at his arms and cobra-tattooed-calf busting through the ragged edges. He was good for his dadâs garage business and swears thatâs why his dad bought him the weight set. And this kid is a great wide receiver; he catches long passes like his palms are made of flypaper. He might even be scholarship worthy if heâd join the friggin football team already, but he has no time for organized anything; heâd rather set records hardly anyone will ever hear about.
Two summers ago he decided to jump in the river from the footbridge, which nobody ever did before because at about fifteen feet high and with no running start it looks like you could never clear the rocks to the waterâwhich is maybe five feet deep on rainy days. Well, he almost cleared the rocks. He fucked up his ankle pretty good, bruised his back and got seven stitches on his ass. You would think that might have been a sign, but he didnât see it that way. When the cast came off his ankle and the stitches out his ass, he tried again. This time he didnât do it on a whim. He told people he was gonna do it on a particular day so we could all