of money to pay for it. Selling drugs was the easiest thing in the world, especially when Craigâs supplier happened to be a bent copper called Randall Roache.
Craig regularly met Roache in a pet shop, because Craig liked fish and had a fish tank in which he fed guppies to his clown fish and as on a number of previous occasions, he had brought J along just to see how heâd handle himself. Like any good uncle, Craig thought J needed to be given a bit of direction in life, and the pet shop seemed just the right place to do it.
Swimming around. Innocent. Are fish innocent? Idle thoughts floated through Jâs mind as he stared into the blue, watery light. He wasnât really thinking. You donât really think when youâre watching fish: thatâs why you watch them. You just sort of immerse yourselfâforget yourself.
And thatâs what J was trying to do as Craig and Roache talked in undertones at the other end of the aisle, next to the angel fish. Still, no matter how hard he tried to ignore them, he could hear morsels of their conversation; or maybe it was the tension in their voices he could hear, a nervy tension rippling out from them, alerting the sharks of this world that something was in trouble. While they pretended everything was perfectly normal.
And perhaps it was normal. Perhaps cops and robbers need each other, are naturally drawn to each other, know and understand the same sorts of things. Are found in the same places. Perhaps they even like each other.
Like tigers like monkeys.
But it wasnât just like that, was itânot just the predator and the preyâbecause in this jungle everyone had a bit of the tiger and a bit of the monkey in them.
Baz could have been a cop, no question about it, and even Craig, once, before he strayed so far onto the dark side that he couldnât find his way back. Pope could never have been a cop, or, if he had been, he would have been the commissioner: some heavy-dude cop who had the last say-so on who was to get the green light and who was to get the stop. Yeah, Pope could have been a cop, and there were plenty of cops who could have been Pope, or who were skirting pretty close to it. There was no black and white in this zoo. There never is.
Thatâs the way it looked to J as the two men hovered in the ghostly fluorescent light of the fish aisle.
J didnât know what was going on, but did really. Craig was picking up a deal. Not the whole deal: half of it was still in lockup, he heard Roache say. So Roache was stealing drugs that had been impounded from other drug pushers. J didnât know how a copper could steal drugs from a lockup, but it didnât matter whether he stole it or just paid off some other corrupt copper to get it for him: he had it, and J didnât have to understand anything else.
In fact, the less he understood, the better. If there was a truth in this world, that was it, and as he was thinking about this, the conversation between Roache and Craig took a more sinister twist.
Roache told Craig to make Popeâthatâs Uncle Popeâ pull his head in. Armed Robbery knew the stuff they had on Pope wouldnât stand up in court, so theyâd decided to do something about it themselves, because heâd become too much of a liability.
This didnât sound good, and Craig looked stressed. âHis headâs pulled in,â he answered plaintively. âYour head doesnât get more in than Popeâs head.â
âMate, even if I gave a shit, youâd still be telling the wrong bloke,â Roache answered as he picked up his money and left to take his son to the soccer.
Looking at J, Craig nodded towards the door.
J didnât know much about his Uncle Pope, not even why they called him Pope . Probably just some mean joke about some poor bastard heâd done over, some terrible thing heâd done, and some wit had made a crack about it, and there you are, youâre stuck