manpower, extending an investigation too long. We all knew this, but it was seldom mentioned.
While I stood there not really wanting to go forward to the cooler entryway, off Joeâs left an anemic-looking young man with zits, government-issue black horned-rims, and milky hair placed his elbow up on a case of cans, the better to study his notes. This had to be a rookie.
Joe said, âHey!â
âSir?â
âYour shirt on the box.â
The rook stared, his neck turning rosy.
âDust,â Joe said. âDid your shirt disturb the dust?â
The rookie turned to look. âI . . . I donât think so, sir. I donât see anything.â
Joeâs voice was slow, fair, not overbearing. âTake your flashlight,â he said. âHold the beam across the top of the box. Make sure there are no prior disturbances, no finger or palm prints.â Joe glanced back at me. Actually, we all have sympathy for rooks; we were all there once.
âYes, sir,â the rookie said, and struggled with the flashlight attached to his belt.
Joe took me by the elbow and turned me toward the door.He said, âDo you think itâs too late to go into real estate?â
âTake me with you when you go.â
Joe was talking as we walked back to the cooler. He told me how his son, David, was doing his first year in college. Midway, he stopped, turned back to the door. âYou donât have to do this, Smokey.â
âI know I donât.â
âWe have enough people here.â
âIf I didnât want to be here I wouldnât have called to ask to be in on it, Joe.â
He swept a finger under his eye. I knew the gesture: He did it when he needed a moment to think. And then we walked the rest of the way, his left hand lightly holding my elbow. He handed me a mentholated stick, the kind you rub around your nose when you have a cold, and the kind some idiots boil down and inject for a cheap but complicated meth hit. Bodies donât smell that bad this early, but the distraction of a strong smell helps bring you back to yourself. The touch on the elbow, the quiet voice, and now this gesture of concern: These are some of the reasons he does what he does to me and my grown-up self.
I was looking down on an awful red mess. I couldnât see Jerryâs face yet, the hips rolled to the side, the head away from the door opening, and I didnât want to; I stepped back. âHe should have been safe here.â
Billy Katchaturian appeared behind me. Even with the menthol, the sharp smell of mothballs leaked through. Billy was from the East. People from the East smell like mothballs. I looked over. He was examining the Polaroids, about three feet from me. Joe saw this and said, âYou need more, Billy?â
âNo, sir, go ahead. These are good.â He held the pack of them out like a sharpie showing cards to an audience.
I moved closer in toward the cooler. A square of butcher paper was laid down where Billy K. had lodged a step stool to get overhead shots; I saw the stoolâs rusty black impressions on it. For some reason, I didnât want to step on the paper.
Right away I saw bone in the bubbly stew above the knee that was once Jerryâs leg.
âJesus,â I said. âThey used heavy stuff.â
Joe said, âYou can see bits of the slug at the top of the wound there.â He pointed with a pen.
âAlmost looks like a Glaser,â I said.
âCrooks donât have them,â Joe said.
âYou and I canât get them, is all.â Leaning farther in, what I could see of Jerryâs head told me the downside would be worse. Iâd seen Glaser safety slugs demo-ed at the range, but Iâd never shot one myself. Theyâre mean pieces of devastation with thin copper sides, designed to burst on impact.
The air in the cooler wasnât cold, the door open for so long, and I could hear the motor cycling. Moisture