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and the Bluffs to Indian Head Bay near Southport. Late afternoon, twilight, nightfall are the best times on the lake, especially at this time of year when you can have all eighty-eight square miles of it to yourself; the water softens and changes color as the light fades, the surrounding hills blur gently and lose definition, the lights wink on all around the twisting shorelines. You're alone but not lonely. It's the best place and the best time for hoping.
    I cut the throttle again as I came in past the marker buoys. Now that darkness had fallen, the wind was up and making the water choppy; I had to do some maneuvering and reversing to swing in next to the long board float that paralleled the pier. When I looked up again the man had moved, was walking toward the ramp through the fan of light from one of the lamps. I saw then that he wasn't Dick and some of the good feeling went away. He came down the ramp as I cut the power and the boat's port side brushed against the rubber float bumper; he caught hold of the bow cleat and steadied her. I shut off the engine and the running lights, took the stern line, and climbed up and made it fast. He tied off the bowline before I could do it.
    "Thanks," I said. "Not necessary, but thanks."
    He nodded. He was quite a bit bigger than Dick, I saw now—massive, like a professional football lineman. A stranger. And not dressed for the weather: light windbreaker and no hat or hand coverings. I could feel the cold even though I was bundled up in sweater, pea jacket, gloves, and William Sixkiller's old wool cap.
    "Nice boat," he said. "When was it built?"
    "My father bought it in fifty-two."
    "He keeps it in good shape."
    "He died seven years ago."
    "Sorry. You keep it in good shape."
    "He taught me well."
    "I've been watching your lights," he said. "Only boat out tonight as far as I could see."
    "I had the lake to myself. Mostly do, this time of year."
    "You go out often by yourself at night?"
    "Not often. Sometimes."
    "Kind of lonesome, isn't it?"
    "No. Peaceful."
    He was silent for a little time. The wind gusted and I heard it whispering and rattling in the sycamores and incense cedars that grew in nearby Municipal Park. The ducks and loons were making a racket over there, too; there are always flocks of them foraging around the bandstand and along the shore walk in late fall and winter.
    "I've always wanted a boat," the big man said, and there was an odd, wistful note in his voice. "Maybe I'll buy one someday."
    "You won't regret it. Even if you don't live on a lake like Ka-ba-tin."
    "I thought this was Lake Pomo."
    "Ka-ba-tin is its Pomo Indian name."
    "Oh."
    "Visiting here, Mr.—?"
    "Faith. John Faith. Yeah, visiting."
    "John Faith. That sounds as if it could be Native American."
    "It's not. Lot of Indians live around here, I understand."
    "Several colonies, yes. Rancherias, we call them. Mainly Pomos— big surprise, right? Some Lake Miwok and Lileek Wappo. At one time, a hundred years ago, there were fifteen thousand Native Americans in Pomo County. Now ... less than a thousand."
    "You seem to know a lot about them."
    I smiled. "I'm one myself."
    "Is that right?"
    "Southeastern Pomo—Elem. Not quite pureblood. One of my ancestors got seduced by a white man, but they still let me sit on the tribal council. My name is Audrey Sixkiller, by the way."
    He didn't react to the name, as some whites do. Or make any attempt to come forward and shake hands; his were tucked into the pockets of his windbreaker. He just nodded.
    "Aren't you cold, dressed like that?" I asked him.
    "Forgot to bring my coat. It's back at the resort."
    "Which one are you staying at?"
    "Lakeside."
    "Oh. Harry Richmond's place."
    "Sounds like you don't much care for it. Or him."
    Harry Richmond was neither a friend to Indians nor completely honest. But I don't believe in carrying tales, to people I know much less to strangers. "It's as comfortable as any on this end of the lake," I said. "Too bad fishing season is over.