dial tone and tried to think of someone to call.
"Jesus Christ," he said out loud. He put the phone down and yelled
"Francey!"
He dashed upstairs and burst into their bedroom, calling her name.
Of course she wasn't there, but he couldn't help himself, he had to check every room. It was a big house and he ran in and out of every room in it, shouting her name, at once the spectator and the participant in his own panic. Finally he was back in the living room and he saw that he had left the phone off the hook. That was brilliant. If they were trying to reach him, they couldn't get through. He hung up the phone and willed it to ring, and almost immediately it did.
It was a different male voice this time, calmer, more cultured. He said, "Mr. Khoury, I've been trying to reach you and getting a busy signal. Who were you talking to?"
"Nobody. I had the phone off the hook."
"I hope you didn't call the police."
"I didn't call anybody," Khoury said. "I made a mistake, I thought I hung up the phone, but I set it down alongside it. Where's my wife? Let me talk to my wife."
"You shouldn't leave the phone off the hook. And you shouldn't call anyone."
"I didn't."
"And certainly not the police."
"What do you want?"
"I want to help you get your wife back. If you want her back, that is. Do you want her back?"
"Jesus, what are you--"
"Answer the question, Mr. Khoury."
"Yes, I want her back. Of course I want her back."
"And I want to help you. Keep the line open, Mr. Khoury. I'll be in touch."
"Hello?" he said. "Hello?"
But the line was dead.
For ten minutes he paced the floor, waiting for the phone to ring.
Then an icy calm settled over him and he relaxed into it. He stopped walking the floor and sat in a chair next to the phone. When it rang he picked it up but said nothing.
"Khoury?" The first man again, the crude one.
"What do you want?"
"What do I want? What the fuck you think I want?"
He didn't respond.
"Money," the man said after a moment. "We want money."
"How much?"
"You fuckin' sand nigger, where do you get off askin' the questions? You want to tell me that?"
He waited.
"A million dollars. How's that strike you, asshole?"
"That's ridiculous," he said. "Look, I can't talk with you. Have your friend call me, maybe I can talk with him."
"Hey, you raghead fuck, what are you tryin' to--"
This time it was Khoury who broke the connection.
IT seemed to him that it was about control.
Trying to control a situation like this, that was what made you crazy. Because you couldn't do it. They had all the cards.
But if you let go of the need to control it, you could at least quit dancing to their music, shuffling around like a trained bear in a Bulgarian circus.
He went into the kitchen and made himself a cup of thick sweet coffee, preparing it in the long-handled brass pot. While it cooled he got a bottle of vodka from the freezer and poured himself two ounces, drank it down in a single swallow, and felt the icy calm taking him over entirely. He carried his coffee into the other room, and he was just finishing it when the phone rang again.
It was the second man, the nice one. "You upset my friend, Mr.
Khoury," he said. "He's difficult to deal with when he's upset."
"I think it would be better if you made the calls from now on."
"I don't see--"
"Because that way we can get this handled instead of getting all hung up in drama," he said. "He mentioned a million dollars. That's out of the question."
"Don't you think she's worth it?"
"She's worth any amount," he said, "but--"
"What does she weigh, Mr. Khoury? One-ten, one-twenty, somewhere in that neighborhood?"
"I don't--"
"Something like fifty kilograms, we might say."
Cute.
"Fifty keys at twenty a key, well, run the numbers for me, why don't you, Mr. Khoury? Comes to a mil, doesn't it?"
"What's the point?"
"The point is you'd pay a million for her if she was product, Mr.
Khoury. You'd pay that if she was powder. Isn't she worth as much in flesh and