the room. âI am Dr. Agawa.â
Fabric rustled on the bed as shoes and chairs bumped about. Erin assumed a path was being cleared for his approach.
âI see your Texas visitors are here again today. You are fortunate to have such loyal friends.â
âHow are you, sir?â Danielâs greeting was personable, followed by the sound of palms slapping together as the men shook hands.
âI am good, Daniel. Excited to see our patient alert, as Iâm sure you and Dana are, as well.â
The words were like poking a fresh bruise. Strangers had been attending to her most personal needs. Not only had they invaded her privacy, they seemed to have bonded right under her itchy nose. For the first time she felt kinship with the images in her portfolio of suffering individuals helpless to change their circumstances.
âMy ophthalmic team has been treating the thermal burn to your corneas. You are healing very well, indeed. Time for a look,â Dr. Agawa announced.
âYouâre going to remove the bandages?â Erin was hopeful and horrified in the same breath. Sheâd be brought out of this darkness before an audience.
âYes, and if all is what I expect, we wonât reapply them,â the doctor reassured her.
An electric motor hummed as the head of the bed began a steady incline. The shifting of her spine and therepositioning of her weight was painfully pleasant. A loud groan accompanied her long sigh.
The movement stopped. âIâm sorry to hurt you,â a woman spoke from the foot of the bed. âThis is the first time weâve raised your head since we brought you out of the coma.â
âActually, itâs lovely to change positions. Please continue,â Erin encouraged the attendant.
âThat is very good to hear, Ms. Gray.â The doctor seemed pleased. âHaving you upright will make it easier to remove the compresses. I believe you will see fairly well. But if your vision is blurred for a time, do not be overly concerned.â
Her heartâs naturally slow rhythm shifted like a souped-up Humvee. Her cardiac monitor beeped into high gear. Someone leaned past the bed and turned down the volume.
âThere is nothing to fear,â the kindly doctor promised.
Fear? There was no way this pounding of her heart was a sign of fear. Sheâd been calm when sheâd photographed the execution of Saddam Hussein. Sheâd never broken a sweat when her World View crew had come under guerrilla fire in Somalia, and not even a close encounter with Brad and Angelina in a Parisian restaurant had made Erinâs pulse quicken.
No, sheâd survived the worst fear had to offer at nine years old, when her drunken father had beat her mother to death. Since then there hadnât been a threat Erin couldnât look in the eye while she kept a steady hand on the shutter release.
âMay I have a sip of water?â
âIâll do it,â Danielâs daughter insisted, shufflingcloser to the bed, rattling more ice into the cup and angling a straw into Erinâs mouth.
The liquid was a cool blessing. She curved her lips in a smile of gratitude.
âWhat was the last thing you recall seeing before your convoy was ambushed?â Dr. Agawa made conversation as he helped to gently raise her head away from the mattress.
âActually, not much. We were in the middle of an Iraqi sandstorm. Our battalion had pulled to the side of the road outside of Kirkuk to wait for it to pass. The center of those storms is as black as any darkness youâve ever encountered. So, we never saw it coming.â
Scissors snipped through thick tape and confident hands unwound the long strips that secured soft pads to her eyelids. As she waited for the pressure of the bandages to abate, a warm hand covered her fingers that had gone cold and trembling with anticipation.
Would her eyesight be the price she paid for the talent that had earned her a Pulitzer
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