A String of Beads Read Free Page B

sacrilege. She put it into her pocket, where she couldn’t help feeling the weight
     of it as she went about collecting the cups and dishes.
    WHEN CAREY CAME HOME AT eight, Jane was already preparing. He came in the front door, and she called, “I’m
     in here.”
    He came into the kitchen dressed in the white shirt and tie he changed into after
     his morning surgeries and wore until he’d made his hospital rounds. He kissed her
     and said, “Something smells good. Is that dinner?”
    “I’m sorry, Carey. When I came home from my run, the clan mothers were here waiting
     for me. I had to start hauling things out of the freezer so I wouldn’t seem to be
     a terrible wife. As it was, I looked like a madwoman, all sweaty with my hair all
     over the place. Dinner is one of the things I pulled out but forgot about, so it started
     to thaw. It’s some stew.”
    “I remember that stew. I liked it.”
    “You’re such a liar.” She poked his stomach with her finger. “But I made you a pie
     as an apology. It was the best I could do, up to my armpits in clan mothers.”
    “Clan mothers? Not just Ellen Dickerson?”
    “All of them.”
    “Is that normal?”
    “No.” She slipped by him, plucked pieces of silverware out of the drawer, then two
     plates, and went into the dining room. She returned and got two water glasses and
     two wineglasses.
    “So what was it about?”
    “What?”
    “The visit. All eight clan mothers coming to see you, all in a bunch.”
    “That’s another story. I’ll get to it. Meanwhile, I’d rather hear about your day.”
    “As surgeries go, they were all good, with no sad stories waiting to be acted out
     afterward when the anesthesia wore off. Everybody will be alive on Christmas if they
     look both ways before crossing the street for the next few months.”
    “Great,” she said. She slipped past him again carrying two plates of salad, then came
     back and brought the bowl of stew. “Open a bottle of wine.”
    They came to the table, Carey poured the red wine, and Jane ladled the stew into bowls.
     They each sat down and took a sip of wine. Carey said, “So stop evading. What did
     they want?”
    “You know that when I was a kid, my mother and I used to move out to the reservation
     every summer. My grandparents had left my father a little house there, and the idea
     was that I wouldn’t lose my connection with the tribe, and I’d be better at the language,
     and I’d have the fun of running around loose in the woods with the other kids. My
     father was always gone in the summer, off in some other state building a bridge or
     a skyscraper or something. On the reservation my mother always had a lot of other
     women to hang out with.”
    “You were lucky. Other kids just got to go to camp and pretend to be Indians.”
    “I liked it, and I suppose it gave my father peace of mind to know that she and I
     were safe surrounded by a few hundred friends and relatives. I got to spend summers
     running around in the woods and hearing people speak Seneca. But I found out today
     that the clan mothers were watching me then, and never stopped. They knew things I
     didn’t think they knew.”
    “Such as?”
    “Yes. That. They knew what I was doing for all the years from college until I married
     you.”
    “How?”
    “I don’t know. Maybe I made a careless mistake one time, or somebody I helped told
     them. For all I know, one of them found out in a dream.”
    “Have they told anybody else?”
    “No. They don’t tell people things. They just know, and maybe they never use what
     they know. Or maybe years later they use it when they have to make a decision or solve
     a problem.”
    “You sound as though you’re afraid of them.”
    “I don’t know,” she said. “Maybe I am, a little. They’re eight ladies, most of them
     old, and a little chubby, but they have power—the regular political kind, but something
     else, too. When you and I are here in the house together, with the