with her name on it. Oh God, Daisy, donât die. âYou look very much alive to me,â he said, but the words, meant to be light and airy, came out like feathers turned to stone and dropped heavily on the table. He picked them up and tried again. âIn fact, you look pretty as a picture, to coin a phrase.â
Her quick changes of mood teased and bewildered him. He had never reached the point of being able to predict them, so he was completely unprepared for her sudden, explosive little laugh. âI went to the best embalmer.â
Whether she was going up or coming down, he was always willing to share the ride. âYou found him in the Yellow Pages, no doubt?â
âOf course. I find everything in the Yellow Pages.â
Their initial meeting through the Yellow Pages of the teleÂphone directory had become a standard joke between them. When Daisy and her mother had arrived in San Félice from Denver and were looking for a house to buy, they had consulted the phone book for a list of real-estate brokers. Jim had been choÂsen because Ada Fielding was interested in numerology at the time and the name James Harker contained the same number of letters as her own.
In that first week of taking Daisy and her mother around to look at various houses, heâd learned quite a lot about them. Daisy had put up a great pretense of being alert to all the details of construction, drainage, interest rates, taxes, but in the end she picked a house because it had a fireplace she fell in love with. The property was overpriced, the terms unsuitable, it had no termite clearance, and the roof leaked, but Daisy refused to conÂsider any other house. âIt has such a darling fireplace,â she said, and that was that.
Jim, a practical, coolheaded man, found himself fascinated by what he believed to be proof of Daisyâs impulsive and sentimenÂtal nature. Before the week was over, he was in love. He deliberÂately delayed putting the papers for the house through escrow, making excuses which Ada Fielding later admitted sheâd seen through from the beginning. Daisy suspected nothing. Within two months they were married, and the house they moved into, all three of them, was not the one with the darling fireplace that Daisy had chosen, but Jimâs own place on Laurel Street. It was Jim who insisted that Daisyâs mother share the house. He had a vague idea, even then, that the very qualities he admired in Daisy might make her hard to handle at times and that Mrs. Fielding, who was as practical as Jim himself, might be of assistance. The arrangement had worked out adequately, if not perfectly. Later, Jim had built the canyon house they were now occupying, with separate quarters for his mother-in-law. Their life was quiet and well run. There was no place in it for unscheduled dreams.
âDaisy,â he said softly, âdonât worry about the dream.â
âI canât help it. It must have some meaning, with everything so specific, my name, the datesââ
âStop thinking about it.â
âI will. Itâs just that I canât help wondering what happened on that day, December 2, 1955.â
âProbably a great many things happened, as on any day of any year.â
âTo me, I mean,â she said impatiently. âSomething must have happened to me that day, something very important.â
âWhy?â
âOtherwise my unconscious mind wouldnât have picked that particular date to put on a tombstone.â
âIf your unconscious mind is as flighty and unpredictable as your conscious mindââ
âNo, Iâm serious about it, Jim.â
âI know, and I wish you werenât. In fact, I wish youâd stop thinking about it.â
âI said I would.â
âPromise?â
âAll right.â
The promise was as frail as a bubble; it broke before his car was out of the driveway.
Daisy got up and began to pace