hopefully during the Easter holidays, but if not then definitelysome time during the summer. Sheâd known there wasnât an earthly chance of him falling in love with herâthe very idea was insaneâbut that hadnât stopped her fantasising, or stopped her longing for his next visit.
But it hadnât happened and sheâd faced the fact that he had better things to do with his time than check up on her. Why should he? She was no longer a child whose welfare was of some concern to him; she was nearly adult and could look out for herself.
Guessing that she would probably never see him again, experience the luxury of feasting her eyes on him, see him smile for her, receive his goodbye hug had hurt so much she couldnât bear it. So sheâd smartly convinced herself that she didnât care. And if she didnât care and no one cared about her then she could go ahead and do her own thing, be whatever she wanted to be.
But Grandmother Aliceâs news had changed all that, shattered the spiky carapace of indifference sheâd built around her heartâa relatively easy exercise since sheâd been forced to manage it somehow after the death of her parents.
How much longer would he be?
Restlessness drove her from her chair. From information tartly given she knew heâd flown in from Spain yesterday, had intended to spend the night at his London apartment, get through some business, then drive here to Berkshire. What was taking him so long? She couldnât wait to see him again, be with him. The thought of being in his care for the next two years made her knees go weak.
She grabbed for the heavy velvet curtains to steady herself, her heart racing giddily just as her grandmother entered the room. A small bird-like figure, stiffly postured in her usual black, her face set in the customary lines of long-suffering displeasure, she said sharply, âIf you wonât change out of those dreadful things youâve taken to wearing then be good enough to cover yourself up with a decent coat. And put a scarf on your head. Javier Masters will take one look at you and wash his hands of you altogether.â
Bristling at the criticism, Zoe swept out of the room, across the black and white paved hall, banging the front door behind her.
When sheâd walked out of school sheâd vowed never to wear the despised uniform again, or the dreary skirts and cardigans Grandmother Alice ordered from a fuddy-duddy mail-order catalogue whose only customers, Zoe was sure, were house-bound ninety-year-olds.
The monthly allowance paid by the trustees was fairly generous and sheâd had little opportunity to spend it. It had mounted up. So, her defiance of stultifying authority had reached new heights one day last week when sheâd taken the bus to town and spent the lot. Forbidden make-up, hair dye, lots and lots of cheap and cheerful clothes.
Trying on stuff in the communal changing room of the townâs trendiest store, sheâd felt part of the young happy-go-lucky scene for the first time in her life. Really cool. It had been a great feeling.
Grandmother Alice belonged firmly in theVictorian era, she told herself as she settled herself on the front step to wait.
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Javier was later than heâd expected. Apart from a couple of urgent business calls heâd found that making arrangements for the care of a teenage girl was more daunting than heâd expected it to be.
The picture-perfect Queen Anne house stood back from the village street. He indicated and turned the Jaguar into the drive and stamped on the brakes as a blur of violent colour exploded from the front step.
Zoe?
His startled gaze took in the wild transformation. Gone were the heavy grey tweed skirts and shapeless twinsets, replaced by black leather boots with six-inch heels, a frilled scarlet miniskirt with a weird asymmetric hem, a lacy gypsy top in vivid orangeâand what in heavenâs name had she done