He handed a bunch of yellow carnations to Claire and pulled loose his tie.
âIâd better go, Mum, Williamâs home.â Claire put down the phone and smiled up at her husband, wondering how she could incorporate the carnations into the Christmas decor. âThank you for the flowers. Glass of wine?â
William was already opening a bottle of red, twisting the corkscrew down hard, before pulling out the cork with a muffled pop. He poured himself a large glass.
âLet me guess,â he said nodding towards the phone. âYour mother â as usual.â
âSheâs lonely, especially since she retired from teaching.â
âIâm not surprised sheâs lonely.â He sniffed at the fish pie. âWhoâd want to be with someone so miserable?â
âPlease donât be cruel, William,â she said, pouring water into a glass vase. âShe hasnât had it easy. Itâs not like it is for your parents. Theyâve have been lucky. They have each other and a lovely home and lots of things to keep them busy.â
âThatâs right; you wouldnât find my mother moping about finding fault with her life.â
Claire held back the desire to say she was too busy finding fault with everybody elseâs.
âFish pie?â she asked, putting on her brightest smile.
âIâll have it later. What are these?â He picked up a fairy cake.
âRaspberry buns. Do you want one?â
He shook his head. âIâm going to put the new shelves up.â
âItâs nearly ten oâclock. Isnât it a bit late? You might wake the children.â
âItâs all right for you at home all day, Claire, but Iâve got to get things done when I can if you want this house to look perfect.â He collected the keys for his tool shed and headed for the back door.
Claire wanted to say she didnât want it to be perfect, didnât need it to be perfect. She was happy with it how it was. If only William could sit back and enjoy it, enjoy his family. Enjoy her, like he used to before they had the children, before Jack had died. She started arranging the carnations in the vase. William stopped, his hand on the door handle, and turned to look at her, his eyes softening. He suddenly walked back across the room.
âSorry, darling. I donât mean to sound so irritable. Itâs been a long hard day and having to go to B&Q was the final straw.â
Claire reached up to kiss his cheek and wrapped her arms around him; the muscles in his back felt tense.
âI could give you a massage,â she offered.
âMaybe later. Tell me how your dayâs been?â
âYou wonât believe what the magazine people want to do,â she said, her cheek still pressed against his pinstriped shirt. âTheyâre going to come on â,â
âIsnât that a bit tall for those flowers?â he interrupted her mid flow. âI imagined you would put them in that Moorcroft vase my mother gave you for your birthday.â
âI think I might need that for the holly.â
âHolly?â He disentangled himself from her embrace. âWhy would you have holly at this time of year?â
âI was just trying to tell you.â Claire bent down to search in the dresser cupboard for a tin to put the cakes into. âThe magazine people are coming to photograph the house on Thursday and they want it to be a Christmas shoot. Christmas in July! Iâm worried weâll never get the house ready in time.â
She turned around to an empty room. The thought struck her that William didnât need to have an affair like her father had done â the house was already his mistress.
âClaire!â
William was back. His face had turned the sort of blotchy red that she always knew meant trouble.
âWhat the hell has been going on in the living room? Did you know that the catâs been sick and