beautiful day,” I said to no one in particular. Talking to myself so much was probably not a good idea. It could be one of those habits that one day people would look at me and point to the lady babbling to herself. I decided I didn’t really care what people thought down the road. Nothing was going to spoil my day today. It didn’t take long to discover that the day was not going to be so beautiful after all. I was a block from the Piazza when I heard sirens. When I turned the corner to Roasted Love, the street was dotted with police cars and an ambulance. The revolving lights interrupted the beams of sunshine. I saw two officers roping off the street with yellow tape that extended to the Sunrise. Dread overtook all optimism I felt earlier and I wondered what had happened. My eye caught sight of a muscular young man was helping load a gurney onto an ambulance. His thick black hair was short and between the sun rays and flashing lights it looked like lightning strikes hitting it. My eyes shifted to the form that was covered on the stretcher. A shock of blond hair could be seen from under the edge of the unzipped covering. I froze. The handsome paramedic glanced in my direction with a half smile as he hurriedly finished zipping the bag. I bumped into the door of Roasted Love and quickly grabbed the rail to steady myself before walking inside. A few customers sat in front of now frothless lattes and cappuccinos and stared out the window. Partially eaten French toast and blueberry muffins were arranged on Roasted Love’s signature plates. Janie, the server behind the counter cast large luminous eyes in my direction and motioned toward the kitchen behind her. Without a word, I kept going toward the kitchen. Jacob sat in the corner near the time clock wringing his hands and muttering incoherently. I heard words like ‘I can’t go back to prison again’ or similar but I got the meaning of what he was saying. Not ready to talk to him, I ignored Jacob, getting a sicker feeling in my stomach by the minute. I punched the time clock, shoved my stuff in my locker and continued past Jacob as if he was not there. He didn’t look up at me, but kept moaning which told me he didn’t know I passed by him. I pulled Janie aside. “Did you get here before or after Jacob?” “Before,” she replied. “Jacob arrived a bit after I did.” Neither of us spoke again. I tried to start my day in the usual manner but thoughts and images flew through my mind. I recalled how upset Jacob was when I left him the night before but I pushed all connotations from my head. It was way too early to start thinking about implicating him in any way. He surely wouldn’t put himself in a position as serious as bodily harm to someone, even someone he intensely disliked. I recalled the incident of the night before when Michael Simms and his dog threatened me. Wondering if the owner of Sunrise had returned to his shop or walked in a different direction, I mentally kicked myself for not noticing. I had no idea whether that would tell me anything or not, or if it mattered anyway. “Laila,” said Janie. She wiped her hands on the cloth and her hands twitched. “Some of the customers are blaming Jacob. Three of them were in here when he flew off the handle yesterday about Mr. Simms.” “You weren’t here at the time, were you?” I asked. Everyone knew how much I abhorred gossip. “No, but they were here and heard Jacob make threatening remarks about Mr. Simms. I’m just telling you that rumors are starting.” My heart lodged very close to my throat. Jacob, innocent or not was already condemned and I knew it was only a matter of time before word would spread quickly up and down the Piazza. I knew I should talk with Jacob but I wasn’t ready for that yet. I figured I was still more than a little angry with him for lashing out at me the evening before. His stupid mistakes of flying off the handle more than once in front of patrons did not