dinner-with-benefits invitation.
âEating at the hotel sounds good to me.â
Besides, if the stars aligned just right, the hotel would certainly beâ¦convenient.
And for some reason, Shane was feeling incredibly lucky tonight.
Chapter Two
N early four weeks later, Jillian stood in the small bathroom of her apartment and stared at the results of the home pregnancy test sheâd purchased earlier that day.
Her tummy clenched as she watched a light blue plus sign grow darker and brighter, providing the news she couldnât quite grasp.
Pregnant?
How could that be? Surely there was a mistake.
She blinked twice, hoping that her vision would clear, that the blue would fade to white, that the obvious result in front of her wasnât real. But the truth was impossible to ignore. She conceived a baby the one and only time sheâd slept with a stranger.
âThis canât possibly be happening,â she said aloud,as if she could actually argue with reality. âWe used protection that night.â
But her words merely bounced off the pale green bathroom walls.
Was an unexpected pregnancy fateâs way of punishing her for an indiscretion sheâd never have again?
If so, it didnât seem fair. After all, it wasnât as if sheâd set out to find someone to help her make it through the first night of her post-divorce life. Sheâd been too caught up in the legal and emotional aspects of the paperwork sheâd just signed, the small settlement sheâd received and the pain of Thomasâs betrayal to even give a new relationship a second thought.
She blew out a ragged sigh, still unable to tear her eyes away from the test results that taunted her.
The irony of it all amazed her. Thanks to Shaneâs quiet departure from her room that night, theyâd completely avoided the typical âNow what?â questions that usually cropped up after two consenting adults had sex for the first time. But here she was, facing an ever bigger âNow what?â on her own.
Having a baby was going to change her plans to get a teaching credential and land a job right afterward. How did she expect to support herself and a child while attending school? And day care for an infant was very expensive.
âA baby? â she whispered. As much as sheâd always wanted to be a mother, she couldnât help thinking that the timing was offâway off.
She placed the palm of her hand on her flat stomach and tried to imagine the enormous changes facing her now.
Another woman might have considered all of her options, especially adoption, but Jillian felt she would just have to figure out a way to make it all work out.
Somehow, some way, she would come to grips with her pregnancy and motherhood. Sheâd have to.
She moved her hand upward, from her womb to her heart, where the beat quickened as reality began to sink in.
Should she call someone? She certainly could use a confidant right now.
In the past, whenever sheâd had a crisis, sheâd go to her grandmother for advice. Gram had always been there for her. When Jillian had learned that Thomas had been cheating, Gram had been the one sheâd turned to, the one whoâd offered her full support.
âI know this hurts now,â Gram had said, âbut youâre going to come out on top of all this. Youâre a survivor. Youâll meet someone else someday, someone who truly deserves you.â
At the time, while the idea of meeting a white knight in shining armor had put a glimmer of hope back in her heart, Jillian had feared that her marriage to Thomas might have left her skeptical of even the most loyal and honest of men.
Maybe thatâs why sheâd invited Shane back to her hotel room that nightâin the hope that her white knight wore a Stetson.
Look where that move had gotten her.
Jillian still couldnât seem to wrap her mind aroundthe fact that her whole world was about to take a