lot.â
Heâd also had a competentâand beautifulâfemale partner whoâd managed to gain the respect of the entire precinct, and a wife whoâd been jealous of the time theyâd spent together, even though it had always been work-related. But there really wasnât any reason to go into that.
âMy husband,â she began, âor rather, my ex- husband, traveled on business, too. But I hadnât bargained on his infidelity while he was on the road, and I refused to forgive him for it.â
Something in her eyes, in the gentle tone of her voice, convinced him she was being honest.
Again, his conscience rose up, suggesting he unload his whole story on her. But what was the use? He knew nothing would amount from thisâ¦whatever this was. A mere conversation, he supposed. A pleasant diversion for two battered ships passing on a lonely night.
It was too early to predict anything more. And with him living and working two hours away in BrightonValley⦠Well, there wasnât much chance of this becoming anything else.
She leaned forward. âCan I ask you a question?â
âSure, go ahead.â But Shane couldnât guarantee an answer.
âDo all men cheat?â Those brilliant tropical-blue eyes nailed him to the back of his seat. âDid you? â
The raw emotion bursting from her questionâboth of them, actuallyâtook him aback, but he was glad he could be open and honest with her, at least about that. âI suppose a lot of men are tempted, and some give in to it. But I didnât.â
Heâd been brought up in the church and had been an altar boy, which didnât necessarily mean anything. But more important, his parents had been happily married for nearly forty years. Divorce had never seemed like an option to him. And neither had lying to or cheating on a spouse.
âIâm glad to hear that.â She slid him a pretty, relief-filled smile, as if he were some kind of hero.
A man could get used to having a woman look at him like that. And while Shane had never really thought of himself as particularly heroic, even when heâd been one of Houstonâs finest, it was nice to be appreciated for the values he did have.
âI donât suppose youâd like to join me for dinner,â she said.
Her suggestion, which was more than a little tempting, knocked him off kilter, especially since he had other plans.
He didnât need to look at his watch again to knowthat it was time for him to head across town to Jackâs house for that party. Nor did it take much for him to envision a houseful of kids on sugar highs.
But that kind of scene didnât bother him too much. What really got to him, what shook him to the core, was the sight of an infant nursing at its motherâs breast or a toddler bouncing on daddyâs knee.
He loved his nieces and nephewsâeven the babies. He really did. Itâs just that whenever he was around them, he was reminded of his loss and his pain all over again.
âIt would be my treat,â Jillian said, those azure eyes luring him to forget what heâd set out to do in Houston todayâand soundly winning the battle.
âEither I pay for dinner or we split it,â he said. âIâm old-fashioned about things like that.â
âAll right. Weâll split it, then.â She blessed him with an appreciative smile. âIâve never liked eating alone.â
Riding soloâat meals or through lifeâhad become a habit for Shane, but right now, he was looking forward to spending a little more time with Jillian, even if he knew thatâs as far as things would go.
âWhere do you want to have dinner?â he asked.
âI have a room at a hotel down the street. Why donât we eat there?â
In her room?
Or at the hotel?
âThey have a couple of nice restaurants to choose from,â she added.
Okay, so she hadnât issued a