the chair, I take over the little cotton ball that Dorothy presses against the pinprick. It stings a little, but nothing too bad; now for the scary part. I take a deep breath and ask, âCan you look at it right away? Iâd like to get the results before I leave.â
Dorothy half smiles and says, âIâm sorry, but it takes five business days to get the results back.â
âWhat!â I hear my voice get loud, almost yelling. I quickly do the math. âToday is Tuesday. If it takes five business days, doesnât that meanâMonday! Monday before Iâll have the results?â I say, still in a loud voice. âCounting the rest of today, Monday is seven days away! The tournament will be over by then!â
âIâm sorry,â Dorothy says.
I donât say anything. I am stunned.
Dorothy looks at me sympathetically. âI know that these seven days are going to feel like years, but here in Spokane thereâs just no way for us to do the test any faster. Iâm sorry.â
I take a couple of deep, slow breaths so that I wonât get dizzy again. âSeven days,â I say softly to Dorothy.
âCounting today, yes,â she says, âbut Iâm sure the news will be good.â
Itâs the only time I feel that Dorothy has lied to me. Not that she doesnât believe the test will be all rightâI donât think thatâs a lieâbut for her to say sheâs âsureâ it will be okay just isnât true. Not knowing is why people have to take the test. Only the test can make anybody sure.
And the test takes seven days!
Ahhhhh!! All I ever wanted to do was play baseball, and now Iâm trapped at a hot corner thatâs real different than just playing third base.
How did my life change so quickly? Everything was so good, and then blam!
It started two weeks ago.
Thatâs when Travis Adams moved out of his parentsâ house and in with my dad and me. He wouldnât say exactly what it was his folks were so upset about that heâd had to leave their home. He seemed pretty upset himself. He showed up at our door on a Thursday night at about eight oâclock with a suitcase. He asked Dad if he could stay with us.
âFor tonight?â my dad asked, not so much inviting Travis in as getting out of the way; I canât remember the last time Travis rang the doorbell at our house.
âYeah, for tonight,â Travis answered Dad. âTonight and maybe some more nights too.â
âDo your parents know youâre here?â Dad asked.
âYep,â Travis said, looking away from Dad, down at the floor.
Dad said, âYouâre always welcome, Trav.â
I know that later the same evening Travisâs dad, Roy, phoned my dad and they talked about what was going on, and that Travisâs parents said Travis had their permission to stay with us âfor the time being.â Actually, because heâs seventeen years old, Travis can live pretty much anywhere he wantsâthatâs the law in Washington Stateâbut I knew he didnât leave his parentsâ house on his own, and my dad wouldnât tell me more.
A couple of times since he moved in, I tried to get Travis to talk about what was going on, but he kept saying, âItâs kind of private. Iâd rather not discuss it.â
That was enough to shut me up. But my curiosity had been killing me. Iâve known Roy and Rita Adams, Travisâs parents, for as long as Iâve known him. Theyâre really nice people. When my parents got divorced I was seven, and Iâd just met Travis; his parents became real important to meâthe whole family did. I was too young back then to talk much about how I felt about my parentsâ divorceâin fact, to this day, Iâve still never talked about it with Dad or Mom. Whatâs the point? Yakking about it wonât change anything. But the divorce was hardâreal