what?â asked the boy.
Smokey ignored him, but the boyâs words annoyed him. He wondered how anyone could be so nonchalant about something so serious. He pushed the boy forward, and the boy stopped with the questions. They walked a little farther and finally got to the restroom. âTake off your clothes,â said Smokey.
âDonât you want to know my name first?â said the boy seductively.
âNigga, I ainât with that gay shit,â yelled Smokey, almost ready to fight.
âIt was just a joke.â
âTake your motherfuckinâ clothes off and shut the fuck up.â
The boy began to take off his clothes, then stopped. He looked at Smokey as if he were thinking about something, then went behind a stall.
âWhat? Now you trying to say Iâm gay or something?â asked Smokey.
The boy didnât answer.
When they were both naked Smokey sloppily threw his clothes over the stall, and the boy slid his neatly folded shirt and pants underneath. The two switched clothing and left the restroom, reentering the empty car-repair shop.
âIf this is a body shop, where are all the cars?â asked the boy.
âWho said this was a body shop?â asked Smokey.
âI donât know. The commercials on TVâ¦the commercials on the radioâ¦shit, the signs. â
âYou canât believe everything you see. You for damn sure canât believe nothing you hear. And if you think this is a body shop you must not be looking at the signs that areworth looking at,â said Smokey, feeling grown, and less annoyed, because he was teaching someone something.
âOh, so that commercial with all them bellsâ¦â
âThey ainât bells, theyâre trumpets,â Smokey corrected.
âYou know what I meanâ¦thatâs fake?â
âThe commercials are real. They just arenât what they seem.â
âWhatâs the difference.â
âYou know what a commercial is. You see a man pop up talking about Fashad knows quality in the middle of the ball game, thatâs a commercial. That makes it a real commercial. The fact that that man is Fashad makes the commercial not what it seems. Nothing with Fashad is ever the way it seems. You should know that by now.â
âWhat you mean? Because he sell drugs? Shit, everybody know that.â
âI ainât talkinâ âbout drug dealing.â
âWhat you talking about?â
âYou donât know?â asked Smokey, incredulous.
âNo!â
âYou know!â
âNo I donât!â
âYou donât know,â said Smokey. No matter how much Smokey didnât want to admit it, the fact that the boy was in the dark and he was in the light, no matter how dark that light was, gave him a special feeling. In that instant it felt like nothing else mattered, like he belonged somewhere, and knew exactly where. Like he was something more than just a pawn in Fashadâs game.
âYou sample that shit or something?â asked the boy.
âNigga, just give me the keys,â said Smokey.
âWhere are yours?â the boy said and handed Smokey the keys to his red Mazda.
âTheyâre in the pocket, dumbass,â Smokey responded.
The boy felt his pockets like he was afraid heâd lost them. Smokey could tell the kid was trying to pace himself, but nevertheless he ended up practically running to the car, then speeding away.
Smokey shook his head. âPathetic,â he sighed as he opened the door of the boyâs car. He heard a rattling in the back as he slammed the door shut, but figured the car was just in need of a tune-up. He looked back as he put the car in reverse, and saw a man in the backseat.
âWhat the fuck!â yelled Smokey.
âThe nameâs Bill,â said the middle-aged, round-faced white man. âDonât get out.â
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