the wine.â
Darn. Pam had hoped sheâd sidestepped the issue of drinking. Her TGIF buddies Connie and Ginny would be the first to suspect something when she turned down chardonnay. She poured herself a glass of ice water.
âNo wine? You must be sick.â Connie made a show of laying her palm on Pamâs forehead.
âMaybe later. Iâm really thirsty from my rush to arrive more or less on time.â
âWell, now that youâre here, let me introduce you to our new faculty members.â She leaned closer. âIs it my imagination, or do they get younger every year?â
Pam raised her eyebrows in mock horror. âSurely it couldnât be that weâre getting older?â
Grateful to be led away from the wine and the potential for discovery, Pam circulated through the crowd. Without fail, several colleagues asked her the standard question: âAre you ready for school?â Ready? It would be miraculous if she could overcome her morning sickness each day before her first-period class.
By the time the food was served, Pam had no trouble downing the curried chicken salad, fresh fruit compote and three of the lemony poppy-seed muffins. She refused to feel guilty about her gluttonyâshe was eating for two, after all. Thankfully no one noticed that water remained her beverage of choice.
Jack Liddyâs very pregnant wife, Darla, sat at Pamâs table, reveling in talk of babies. âThe only problem is that Jackâll be in the middle of football season when Junior makes his appearance. Letâs hope I donât deliver on game night.â
âNot the best planning, huh?â Carolee Simmons, the French teacher said.
Darla winked mischievously. âYou have to do something in the off-season, you know.â
âWill you be teaching until the baby comes?â Pam asked, as much for herself as because of her interest in Darla.
âIâm trying to make it to the end of the first quarter, then a substitute will take over until I can return at the semester.â
Carolee, single herself, leaned forward. âWonât it be hard to leave the baby to come back to work?â
Darla shrugged. âItâll be awful. But what choice do I have? Weâll need the money.â
Pam pursed her lips. âOccupational hazard of educators.â She, too, would have no option but to work. Otherwise, how could she afford her condo, car, insurance and day care?
âAnyway,â Darla continued, âmy doctor says I should be fine by January.â
Pamâs mouth felt dry. âWho is your doctor?â
âBelinda Ellis. Sheâs wonderful!â
Pam stored the name in her memory. Initially she would have to find a doctor in another part of town, one with no connections to the schoolâif that was possible. So Dr. Ellis was out. At least for now. Despite the Texas sun, her hands had turned to ice.
When the party broke up, Connie fell in beside Pam as they walked to their cars. âInquiring minds want to know. Did you meet any interesting men in Austin?â
Pam knew Connie and Ginny worried about her. Each had tried sporadic matchmaking attempts, with disappointing results. Finally she had met someoneâa man she could happily have followed to the ends of the earth. And she couldnât say one word. Even to her best friend. âInteresting? They were all interesting, sexy, and, naturally, hot for liâl ole me.â
âGive me a break,â Connie said, calling her bluff. âNo one?â
Pam opted for a half-truth. âThere was one.â
âAnd?â
âHeâs gone home, Iâve come home, and thatâs that.â
âNo letters? No scheduled visits?â
Pam shrugged. âNope. The cookie has crumbled, as they say.â
Connie laid a comforting hand on Pamâs shoulder. âIâm sorry. Someday your prince will come. I just know it.â
Well, heâd better hurry the hell