haunted by death, by the memories of Chewbacca and Anakin and Anni Capstan and all the many thousands who had died. To his horror Jaina had told him that she didnât expect to survive the war.
It wasnât despair, she insisted; sheâd beaten despair when she conquered the dark side. It was just a realistic appraisal of the odds.
Jacen had wanted to protest that if you expect death, you wonât fight for life. And so he volunteered for duty with the fleet at Kashyyyk, determined that if Jaina wouldnât fight her utmost to preserve her life, he would fight that battle on her behalf.
âI think Yavin is a good bet for the next strike,â another voice said. âWeâve had squadrons clearing Yuuzhan Vong raiders off the Hydian Way, as if theyâre preparing a route for us. We might soon find ourselves moving in that direction.â
Corran Horn stepped to the viewport. The Rogue Squadron commander wore a battered colonelâs uniform that dated from the wars against the Empire.
âYavin,â he said, âBimmiel, Dathomir . . . somewhere out there.â
A polite hissing signaled a disagreement. âWe forget the enemy are behind uz,â hissed Saba Sebatyne. âIf we take Bimmisaari and Kessel the enemy will be cut in two.â
âThat would bring on a major battle,â Corran said. âWe donât have the strength to fight one.â
âYet . . .â
Jaina said, and through their twin bond Jacen felt the fierce power of her calculation. She had probably reckoned to the day when the New Republic would have the power to shift to the offensive, and could hardly wait.
The Sword of the Jedi wanted to strike to the enemyâs heart.
The shuttle swept into
Ralroost
âs docking bay and settled onto its landing gear. The droid pilot, a metal head and torso wired onto the instrument console, opened the shuttle doors. Its head spun clean around on its shoulders to face them.
âI hope you enjoyed your ride, Masters. Please watch your step as you exit.â
The four Jedi stepped out of the shuttle onto Admiral Kreâfeyâs pristine deck. Scores of people bustled about, rode hovercarts, or worked on starfighters. Most were furred Bothans, but among them were a fair number of humans and other species of the galaxy. Jacen was suddenly conscious that he was the only person present without a military uniform.
They stepped toward the bulkhead, with its open blast doors that led forward to the shipâs command center. Above the open doors was a sign:
how can i hurt the vong today?
This was what Admiral Kreâfey called his Question Number One, which everyone in his command was to ask her- or himself every day.
In a few moments, Jacen thought, heâd hear an answer to that question.
Jacen craned his head as he passed through the blast doors, and on the other side he saw Kreâfeyâs Question Number Two.
how can i help my own side grow stronger?
The answer to
that
question was going to be a little harder to find.
The four Jedi reported to Snayd, Admiral Kreâfeyâs aide, who took them to a conference room. Jacen followed the others into the room, and in the dim light he first saw the Bothan admiral Traest Kreâfey, who stood out by virtue of the unusual color of his fur, the same brilliant white as
Ralroost
âs paint. As Jacenâs eyes adjusted to the roomâs darkness he saw other military officers, including General Farlander, and another group of Jedi who were quartered on the cruiser. Alema Rar, Zekk, and Tahiri Veila. Jacen felt the welcoming presence of the others greeting him in the Force, and he sent his own warm reply.
âGreetings!â Kreâfey returned the salutes of the three military Jedi, and stepped forward to clasp Jacenâs hand. âWelcome to
Ralroost
, young Jedi.â
âThank you, Admiral.â Unlike other military commanders, Kreâfey had been happy to work with