her as much as it did me.
The front door downstairs opened just as Bud flushed the toilet. I tried to catch him before he headed downstairs, but I was too late.
âJesus, Mary, and Joseph,â he yelled.
âThat your wedding suit?â I heard Dottie say.
âIf people donât stop barging in, it might be,â Bud said.
âWhere you going to put the rings?â
âGlenâs supposed to have them.â
âI say, wear what you got on, then. Supposed to be hot this afternoon.â
âCome on up, Dottie,â I called.
âWhy? The entertainment is down here,â she said.
âWait here,â Bud said to Dottie, and he took every other stair to the bedroom. His face was scarlet. âWeâre going to start locking the damn door,â he said. âRight after Dottie leaves.â
I grinned. âWhatâs done is done. Now she knows why Iâm marrying you.â
Bud pulled on a pair of jeans and hauled a white, holey T-shirt over his head. He was still sputtering when he left the bedroom and bounded down the stairs. âThat coffee cake is for us,â I heard him growl at Dottie, who was more than familiar with our kitchen and could smell a baked good from miles away.
âJust testing it out,â she answered him. âI approve. Here, I cut a piece for you.â
âGoing down to the folksâ house,â Bud called up to me. âSee you at the wedding,â and he was gone. I hauled myself and the baby out of bed, shuffled to the window, and pulled up the shade. Dust motes sifted through shafts of sunlight.
âComing up,â Dottie said from the bottom of the stairs.
âBring me some coffee cake and some tea. With milk,â I said.
âHope youâre not going to be this bossy all day,â she grumbled.
âNot promising anything,â I said. I waddled over to the rocking chair and grabbed an old green sweatshirt hanging off the back of it. It had been my fatherâs once, and he had been a big man. I plunked down on the rocker and tugged my pregnant-lady shorts to just underneath my breasts.
By the time Dottie got upstairs, I was standing in front of the mirror, looking at the blond, red, and brown frizzled curly mop I called hair.
âWhat the hell am I going to do with this?â I asked her.
She set my tea and a plate mounded with Stellaâs coffee cake on the bureau. She stood alongside me at the mirror and ran her hands through her brown pixie cut. âCut if off,â she said. âThatâll take care of that problem.â
âItâs a serious question,â I said. âWhat do you think I should do? Up? Down?â
âYouâre asking the wrong person. Evie knows about that shit. Sheâll fix you up.â
Evie was Dottieâs younger sister. At fourteen, she was a handful. âEvie wants what she wants when she wants it,â Dottie had said more than once, âand the only time she doesnât want for something, sheâs asleep.â What mattered about Evie that day was that she would have good ideas. I changed the subject.
âStella dropped by with the cake and woke up Bud. He wasnât awful pleased.â
âShe probably just wants to be part of the wedding,â Dottie said.
I sighed. âOh, I know,â I said. âBut I donât want her fussing around while I get ready. Sheâll get weepy about Daddy not being here, and then Iâll get weepier than I already am, and I donât need that today.â
âI guess not,â Dottie said. âAnyways, Evieâll be over soon, with Madeline. You donât want to see either of them before they have their coffee.â
Madeline was Dottieâs mother. For money, she worked at the post office up the road. For joy, she painted seashore and ocean scenes in watercolor. Some of them brightened the walls of our house. Once in a while, sheâd sell a painting to a tourist Ray
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