a breathâânever left his gun laying around.â
âYeah, Pop hid it so you wouldnât find it and take the bullets out.â
âYou coulda been a lawyer,â she said, waving her hands out to him.
He walked back to his bedroom and she followed.
âI canât play this game with you every morning.⦠I gotta pick up Solly in fifteen minutes.â
âYou coulda finished school.â
âThey threw me out. Okay?â He glared at her hotly and she looked away.
He breathed out and there was silence for a moment.
âTake the coat,â she said, picking it off his bed.
âI donâtââ he began as she held it out.
âIâll make you a trota alla Piemontese. tonight, okay?â she said, helping him on with the coat.
âFine,â he muttered, sticking the gun in his pocket. What the hell, wear the coat, he thought, youâre probably going to be dead by tomorrow, anyway.
âFather DâAmico wants to know why you never come to confess no more.â
He knew he had to make a run for it now or heâd be there forever.
âI donât got time now.â He trotted out to the hallway.
âHe misses seeing you there.â
âIâm not gettinâ up at five-thirty to go tell somebody my sins, okay?â he said, half-running to the front door.
âBut ifââ
âMa, you got my bullets, you got me to wear the coat, you got enough this morning. Bye.â He kissed her on the cheek.
He bolted from the door, down the front steps, and ran toward the limo parked at the curb. Tony Mac rolled down the window as Michael ran across the lawn.
âWe gonna be late,â he warned, opening the door.
âI donât want to talk about it,â he said, swinging himself into the front seat.
Out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of his mother, running across the lawn, waving the umbrella at him.
âStart the car,â he ordered Tony as he slammed the door.
âMichael! Michael Antonio! You forgot!â she yelled, almost there. Her frame, smaller now since the death of her husband, still bounced up and down. For a sixty-six-year-old, she could run like the wind. He held his hand out for the umbrella as she got to the car.
Her dark blue eyes shone down at him softly. Her bluish white hair was coiffed high, in the same way sheâd worn it for the last twenty years, and added to her height. The blackness of her dress, stockings, and shoes was broken only by the floral apron tied around her.
âOkay, Mom, thanks.â
âDonât be late. Iâm making trota and it gets dry. You bring him home early, Anthony?â
âYes, Aunt Sophia,â Tony Mac said, smiling up at her.
âYouâre a good boy,â she said to him, and stepped back.
Tony pulled the car away from the curb so fast, it squealed. He drove to the corner and made a stop at the sign as Mike rested his head on the back of the seat and exhaled loudly.
âI gotta get a place. She drives me crazy.â He stared at the dark blue roof. âShe means well, but since Pop diedâ¦â He lifted his head up and looked at Tony.
âMake a right.â
Tony grimaced at him.
âShe got the bullets again, uh?â
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Sophia watched the car turn right at the corner and then roll out of sight. She felt herself sigh and shook her head as she turned to walk back to the house. What could she do? Ginaâs words kept coming back to her and back to her.
âHeâs making his bones. Sollyâs taking care of him.â¦â It had echoed slightly as they left church that morning. It had echoed through her brain as they stopped for pastry and espressos, although Gina would never mention anything that sensitive in a restaurant. All Sophia had heard was that terrible news. And she couldnât even say anything to Gina about it. It would insult her, that her son was giving