sheâs taking the stool next to Potter and ordering a glass of sauvignon blanc.
âPut that on my room,â Potter says to the bartender. He smiles at Ava. âI was hoping I would see you here. Gibby went up to bed.â
Avaâs heart is a hummingbird.
Potter says, âWhat do you say we go for a walk on the beach? Itâs a beautiful night.â
Ava sees no harm in a walk. There is a half-moon shining on the water, and the sound of piano music from another hotel floats down to the sand. They decide theyâll walk to the Viceroy and back; that should be enough time for Ava to describe her dilemma. She tells Potter everything: how she had been dating Nathaniel for two years and he took her for granted, how he went away the Christmas before last and maybe slept with his old girlfriend or maybe didnâtâAva has never been brave enough to ask himâbut while he was away, she hooked up with Scott, the assistant principal at the school where she teaches. Sheâd always known Scott liked her but she had never thought him sexy or desirable until⦠until he was nearly matched up with someone else. She dated Scott happily for a year while Nathaniel was conveniently away, working on Marthaâs Vineyard, and then, as luck would have it, Nathaniel returned to Nantucket on the very day that Scott went on this weird do-good mission with this other hot teacher who had broken her ankle. That was in December, Ava tells Potter, and since then, she has been dating both of them, openly. Her best friend, Shelby, thinks sheâs a wizard for living every womanâs fantasy, but Ava is feeling torn in half every second of every day. She would like to feel whole.
âWow,â Potter says.
âIâve talked too much,â Ava says. They are nearly at the Viceroy; time to turn around. Potter is probably dying to get away.
âNot at all,â Potter says. He reaches for her hand. Ava thinks maybe he hasnât been listening. She is torn between two other men⦠and yet Potter is now holding her hand. His hand is large and warm and strongâmore like Scottâs hand than Nathanielâs, although not really like Scottâs hand at allâand holding it feels good. It feels like a fresh perspective.
âWhy did you and your wife split?â Ava asks.
âWeâre both in academia,â Potter says. âSheâs a Shakespeare scholar, which is not an uncrowded field, Iâll tell you, and competition for spots is fierce. She got offered a tenure-track position at Stanford and I had the same at Columbia, but since Iâd been working there longer, my salary was nearly double hers. At the time, PJ was two years old and couldnât be separated from Trish, so he went with her. We both sort of thought we might be able to make a bicoastal marriage work, but it didnât go that way. She fell in love with one of her teaching assistants.â
âOh,â Ava says. âOuch.â
âHeâs British,â Potter says. âShe loves the accent.â
Theyâre almost back to the hotel but Ava doesnât want the walk to end. She says, âLook, thereâs our Sunfish!â
Potter says, âWould you like to sit for a minute?â
Potter kisses Ava as she sits on the bow of the Sunfish, just once, an exploratory mission, it seems, then they kiss again. And again.
Potter pulls away. âIâd love to see you the next time you come to the city,â he says. âOr this summer on Nantucket. Can I give you my number?â
âYes,â Ava says. âAnd your address. Iâm going to send you a new hat.â
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