Ghostwriter?â
âYes.â
âM. J. Ramos?â
âMaria José.â
She spoke shyly, seemingly constrained.
âSit down. Can you prove it?â
âThatâs easy. I have the whole book in my head. Iâm going to tell you how I wrote it.â
Cutting what she said, fifteen minutes later I said, âThatâs enough, I believe you. What is it you want?â
She fell silent. She must have been about thirty, delicate legs and brown eyes. She was wearing a skirt and blouse, unfashionable shoes with low heels and was carrying a small plastic purse. Her teeth were yellow from smoke.
âI feelââ
âNonsense. You can speak.â
âI need an operation.â
âYou or your mother?â
âMe.â
âHow much?â
âWell, thereâs the doctor, the hospitalization ⦠I donât have any health insurance â¦â
âWhat type of operation?â
âIâd rather not say. But Iâve already scheduled the operation. I knew I could count on you.â
A con job, thatâs something I understand.
âOkay, I have a proposal for you. Iâll give you some dough today for your urgent expenses. Iâll deposit in a bank account of your choosing all the money the book has brought in so far and will bring in later, for the rest of my life. Give me the number of your account.â
âYou know it; youâve already made deposits to it. I shouldnât ask for anything else. A dealâs a deal.â
âDonât worry about it. You deserve much more.â
I signed a check and gave it to her. âThis is just the first payment.â
âI donât need this much,â she said, putting the check in her purse. âAnd I donât want anything more.â
âWith whatâs left, buy yourself some clothes. Would you like a lift? Where do you live?â
âItâs out of your way. Jacarepaguá.â
âIâll take you.â
It was getting dark when we got the car. We took Avenida Niemeyer. When I was a nobody, I used to dream about having a car to drive around the Barra. Now that I lived in the Barra, driving on that avenue was a nuisance. She sat mutely beside me. What could be going through her head? That I was street smart and had tumbled to her story about an operation, but that the scam she had pulled on me wasnât enough to repair the error she had committed by selling me the book? Or maybe that I was a generous guy who had put an end to her difficulties? Orâ?
âHow many commissioned books have you written?â
âThis was the first. I mean, Iâve always written since I was a girl, but I tore them up.â
âThe first? We could write another. What do you think?â
âI donât know. I donât want to do it anymore.â
âRegrets?â
âSomething like that.â
The houses were becoming less frequent, and we drove along a dark deserted highway. I pondered about a way to solve my perplexity once and for all. In case of doubt, donât hesitate. Thatâs how you make money. I could grab her by the neck, strangle her and dump her body by the beach. But that wasnât how I did business. Buying and selling, thatâs something I understand.
âLook,â I said, âI canât let you go without settling our matter.â
âI thought weâd already done that.â
In the dark Maria José wasnât so plain. For some moments I imagined what she would look like in Giselaâs clothes. There are those who say that to be elegant a woman has to have slim legs.
âWe wonât settle the matter just yet. Iâm going to tell you how the story can have a happy ending.â
I spoke for half an hour. She listened in silence.
âWell?â I asked.
âI never could have expected that youâthat someone would propose that to me ⦠I neverâWhen I was a girl, boys