me. Admit it, you really miss me,â Brick goaded.
âYeah, I miss all that snoring and snortinâ you do in your sleep every night,â Tyler countered facetiously, when in truth he did miss his brother. Not only had they shared a bedroom their entire growing up years, but since theyâd left home to follow the rodeo circuit theyâd rarely been apart.
But Tyler knew there was no way heâd ever live it down if he admitted that he actually did miss Brick.
âIâll be there the weekend after next,â his brother said in answer to his question. âAnd donât go thinkinâ Iâll be able to recognize the mystery woman if we come across her, either, because I keep tellinâ you that I didnât so much as cast her a glance before I left you with her in that bar. I was too tired to think straight that night.â
âYeah, yeah, Iâve heard it before.â
âI just wish to hell Iâd made you come back to the room with me instead of leaving you there. Then maybe you wouldnât have still been thinkinâ about her the next day and you wouldnât have been distracted andââ
âWe all get dealt our own hand, little brother, and that was mine,â Tyler said in answer to the suddenly serious tone Brick had taken.
âYeah, well, still and allââ
âStill and all nothinâ. Things happen the way theyâre supposed to happen.â Whether itâs easy to understand or cope with or not.
Tyler heard the sound of a knock on his brotherâs motel room door just before Brick said, âThatâs the guys.â
âHeadinâ out for a real breakfast,â Tyler added, knowing the routine well himself. And suffering a terrible pang not to be a part of it anymore.
But he didnât let it sound in his voice. He made sure to seem upbeat. âYou better get goinâ or theyâll leave you behind. I just wanted to wish you luck on your ride tonight. Let me know how you do.â
Brick wasnât as good at hiding his feelings. His voice echoed with sadness. âYou know I will. Talk to you later.â
âTalk to you later,â Tyler answered. Then he pushed the button to disconnect the call, and set his cordless phone on the planked floor of his front porch.
âDamn,â he muttered to himself, weathering the fresh surge of sorrow that flooded through him.
But things were the way they were, he reminded himself. They couldnât be changed, and pining for what used to be, for what might have been if only, didnât help anything. He needed to look to the positives, not the negatives.
Like the fact that he was now the owner of this ranch and had a home of his own.
Like the fact that even if it was sooner than heâd planned, this was still the life he and Brick had alwaystalked about having when they were ready to throw in the towel on bronc busting.
Like the fact that Black Arrow was a nice, quiet town full of friendly people.
People like Willow Colton.
Willow Colton whose legs went on for miles, whose tight body couldnât have been better proportioned, and whose breasts were just the right size to fit into a manâs handsâ¦.
Tyler knew what his brother would say about Willow Colton if he saw her. Brick would say, âWho needs a mystery woman when thereâs a flesh and blood woman like Willow Colton?â
But Brick didnât understand what was going on inside Tyler over his mystery woman.
Hell, Tyler didnât understand it himself.
He just knew there was something pushing him to find her. And maybe to find that part of himself that heâd lost in the process.
And he didnât think he could rest until he did.
Even if he was having trouble getting that image of Miss Feed and Grain out of his head.
Even if he was looking forward to seeing her again more than he wanted to.
No, his mystery woman was like lost pages in a book he just had to finish,