have been
funny on someone elseâs daughter â stepdaughter.
Then the news came. Gráinneâs mother, Rosemary,
was coming home.
âOh, God,â said Sandra. âHow do you know?â
âHer mother phoned me,â said Frank.
âI donât want to meet her,â said Sandra.
âFine,â said Frank. âWe can work that out. No
problem.â
âFor good?â said Sandra.
âWhat?â said Frank.
âStop being thick, Frank,â said Sandra. âIs she
coming home for good?â
âOh,â said Frank. âI donât know. Her mother didnât
seem to know.â
Sandra stood up, and sat down, and stood up.
Frank tried to hug her, but she sat down again as his
arms went out to her.
âIâve changed my mind,â she said. âIâm going away.
Me and the boys. I canât stay here.â
And the day after that, she came home in the rain
and told the boys the good news.
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The Bedroom
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She sat on her bed. Her eyes were closed. Her arms
were wrapped around her knees. Her knees were right
up to her chin.
She could hear them. Talking about her.
She couldnât. Her music was all she could hear. But
she knew what they were saying about her. Down in
the kitchen. She could hear them. They hated her.
They hated her. And she hated them.
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CHAPTER TWO
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There were things they had to get. Thermal
underwear â long-sleeved vests and long underpants
down to their ankles â gloves, special socks, hats, scarves.
âWhat about skis?â said Tom.
âNo,â said Sandra.
âWhat about a canoe?â
âNope.â
The shop was full of outdoor adventure stuff.
Canoes hanging from the roof, and tents all over the
place. But all they were buying was socks and gloves.
Johnny picked up a mountaineering hammer.
âWhat about one of these?â
âEach,â said Tom.
âNo,â said Sandra. âPut it back.â
âWe might need them.â
âPut â it â back.â
âWe might.â
âPut. It. Back.â
Johnny and Tom had been outside the back door
when they heard the cup hitting the wall. Johnny had
his hand on the door handle. They stayed there. They
were both a bit scared. Johnny waited to hear more
from inside, but there was nothing. He looked at Tom.
âOK?â
âOK.â
They went in, Johnny went first. Their mother was
at the sink, in her black bra, the one that used to be
new. They noticed that the wall beside her was wet
and very clean.
âI spilt bloody coffee on myself,â she said.
âOh,â said Johnny. âCan we watch telly?â
They werenât allowed to watch telly on school days.
âOK,â said their mother.
And they knew for definite that something was
wrong, and they went in and watched Complete
Savages.
âMy motherâs going to take me away from this
dump,â Gráinne told them.
âCool,â said Tom. âIâll get your room.â
âNo, you wonât!â Gráinne roared, and she slammed
the door.
âWhatâs her mother called?â Tom asked Johnny.
âRosemary,â said Johnny.
âDo you think sheâll really take her away?â
âHope so,â said Johnny.
They knew that things werenât completely OK. But,
as far as they knew, they were going on their holidays
to Lapland, in northern Finland, and that was all.
They were going to a place with snow and reindeer
and huskies and snowmobiles.
Their dad drove them to the airport, and it was
typical early-morning adult talk, all the way.
âWill you have to wait long in Manchester?â
âNo.â
âGrand.â
âAn hour, I think.â
âThatâs not too bad.â
âNo, itâs fine.â
He didnât come into the airport with them; he had
to get to work. But he got out of the car and