neatly folded loose-leaf paper and what looked like a Xeroxed legal document. The writing was shaky and rushed, but he recognized his motherâs hand.
Son,
If youâre reading this, Iâm gone. I wanted to tell you this in person, like I should have years ago, but I kept putting things off and now thereâs no more time. The Good Lordâs calling me home to be with your father. I wish there was a better way for me to say this, but at this stage all I can do is give it to you point-blank: I am not your mother. Leastwise, not the one who birthed you. Will wasnât your natural father, either. We adopted you when you were still a little baby .
You were such a beautiful child! Your father and I fell in love with you the moment we saw you. We were almost too old to qualify for adoption, and we were scared we wouldnât be allowed to take you. I was forty-four and Will forty-six at the time, but the lady at the foundling home was so nice. She could tell how much we really loved you, bless her. Your father and I always meant to tell you the truth someday. Please believe that. But after you daddy was gone, I guess I was afraid youâd try and find your biological parents and abandon me. I should have known better, but I was afraid of losing your love. I know that sounds silly, but when it comes to the heart, common sense doesnât have much power. Iâve loved you as much â if not more â than the woman who gave birth to you. She didnât want you, but we did. Youâre our son, even if we didnât make you ourselves. Nothing can ever change that .
I donât know anything about your birth parents except that your natural mother was a Native American. We had to go all the way to Arizona to find you â
There was more but he couldnât read it. The words kept blurring and jumping around. He carefully refolded his motherâs letter, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.
Luke looked up from his coffee and nodded at his stepson as Skinner returned to the kitchen. âSo, you read it?â
âYeah.â The inside of his mouth felt like it was lined with sandpaper. He shuffled over to the percolator and poured the last of Mrs. Cakebreadâs coffee.
âShe really did mean to tell you before it was too late,â Luke sighed.
âI know.â Skinner took a sip of the dark, bitter brew and leaned against the counter. âWhen did she tell you I was adopted?â
âShe never had to,â Luke admitted with a shrug. âI always knew. So did everyone else in town. Will and Edna went out West for awhile. When they came back, they had a baby with âem. What with your coloration, folks figured you for some wetbackâs kid they bought. One thingâs for sure: no Cade ever had eyes like yours.â
âThat explains why I never felt welcome here,â Skinner grunted.
Luke sighed and turned his coffee mug idly between his big, rough hands. âFolks hereabouts are suspicious of outsiders and them thatâs different. It pained your mama to see you treated like that, but she knew you were strong enough to take it without gettinâ twisted up inside. She had faith in you, Skinner. She was convinced youâd make something of yourself one day.â
Skinner unfolded the copy of his adoption papers on the kitchen table. âDaddy used to say that if a man wants to know where heâs going, he has to know where heâs been.â
âSkinnerââ Luke frowned at his coffee, as if by staring into its depths he could read the future. âYour mama was convinced that what happened to your father had something to do with your natural parents. Iâm not sure what it wasâshe never would talk to me about itâbut she saw something in the woods that day that convinced her of it.â
âWhat are you getting at?â Skinner frowned. âMy daddy was killed by a bear while he was out hunting. How