Just, I don't know, tired I guess."
"You want to talk about it?"
"About what?" She sipped the tea and hoped that he'd drop it, almost as much as she hoped he wouldn't.
How good would it feel to tell someone? To just talk about it? Grams didn't talk about the fey if she could avoid it. She was old, seeming more tired by the day, too tired to question what Aislinn did when she was out, too tired to ask questions about where she went after dark.
Aislinn dared another smile, carefully calm, at Seth. I could tell him. But she couldn't, not really; it was the one rule Grams had insisted they never break.
Would he believe me?
Somewhere in the depths of the second train car, music played—another of his mixes with everything from Godsmack to the Dresden Dolls, Sugarcult to Rachmaninoff, and other stuff she couldn't actually identify.
It was peaceful—until Seth stopped mid-story and set his tea on the table beside him. "Please tell me what's going on?"
Her hand shook, spilling tea on the floor. He didn't usually push her; it wasn't his way. "What do you mean? There's nothing—"
He interrupted, "Come on, Ash. You look worried lately. You're here a lot more often, and unless it's something about us"—he stared at her with an unreadable expression—"is it?"
Avoiding eye contact, she said, "We're fine."
She went to the kitchen and grabbed a rag to mop up the tea.
"What then? Are you in some sort of trouble?" He reached for her as she walked past.
"I'm fine." She dodged his outstretched hand and went to sop up the tea, staring at the floor, trying to ignore the fact that he was watching her. "So, umm, where is everyone?"
"I told everyone I needed a few days. I wanted a chance to see you alone. Talk and stuff." With a sigh, he reached down and pulled the rag away from her. He tossed it toward the kitchen, where it landed on the table with a splat. "Talk to me."
She stood up, but he caught her hand before she could walk away again.
He pulled her closer. "I'm here. I'll be here. Whatever it is."
"It's nothing. Really." She stood there, one hand in his, the other hanging uselessly at her side. "I just need to be somewhere safe with good company."
"Did someone hurt you?" He sounded weirder then, tense.
"No." She bit her lip; she hadn't thought he would ask so many questions, counted on it, in fact.
"Someone want to?" He pulled her down into his lap, tucking her head under his chin, holding her securely.
She didn't resist. He'd held her every year when she came back from visiting her mom's grave, had held her when Grams had gotten sick last year. His holding her wasn't strange; the questions were.
"I don't know." She felt stupid for it, but she started crying, big dumb tears she couldn't stop. "I don't know what they want."
Seth stroked her hair, running his hand down the length of it and on to her back. "But you do know who they are?"
"Sort of." She nodded, sniffling. Bet that's attractive. She tried to pull away.
"So, that's a good place to start." He wrapped one arm tighter around her and leaned over to pick a notebook and pen up off the floor. Propping the notebook on her knee, he held the pen poised over it. With a reassuring smile, he prompted, "Tell me. We'll figure it out. Talk to some people. Check out the police blotter."
"Police blotter?"
"Sure. Find out more about them." He gave her a reassuring look. "Ask Rabbit down at the tat shop. He hears everything. We find out who they are. Then we take care of it."
"There's not going to be anything in the blotter. Not on these two." Aislinn smiled at the idea of faeries' crimes being reported in the blotter. They'd need a whole section of the daily paper just for faery crimes, especially in the safe neighborhoods: the upscale homes were in greener areas, outside the safety of steel frames and bridges.
"So we use other routes." He pushed her hair away from her face, wiping a tear off her cheek in the process. "Seriously, I'm a research god. Give me a clue, and
"You want to talk about it?"
"About what?" She sipped the tea and hoped that he'd drop it, almost as much as she hoped he wouldn't.
How good would it feel to tell someone? To just talk about it? Grams didn't talk about the fey if she could avoid it. She was old, seeming more tired by the day, too tired to question what Aislinn did when she was out, too tired to ask questions about where she went after dark.
Aislinn dared another smile, carefully calm, at Seth. I could tell him. But she couldn't, not really; it was the one rule Grams had insisted they never break.
Would he believe me?
Somewhere in the depths of the second train car, music played—another of his mixes with everything from Godsmack to the Dresden Dolls, Sugarcult to Rachmaninoff, and other stuff she couldn't actually identify.
It was peaceful—until Seth stopped mid-story and set his tea on the table beside him. "Please tell me what's going on?"
Her hand shook, spilling tea on the floor. He didn't usually push her; it wasn't his way. "What do you mean? There's nothing—"
He interrupted, "Come on, Ash. You look worried lately. You're here a lot more often, and unless it's something about us"—he stared at her with an unreadable expression—"is it?"
Avoiding eye contact, she said, "We're fine."
She went to the kitchen and grabbed a rag to mop up the tea.
"What then? Are you in some sort of trouble?" He reached for her as she walked past.
"I'm fine." She dodged his outstretched hand and went to sop up the tea, staring at the floor, trying to ignore the fact that he was watching her. "So, umm, where is everyone?"
"I told everyone I needed a few days. I wanted a chance to see you alone. Talk and stuff." With a sigh, he reached down and pulled the rag away from her. He tossed it toward the kitchen, where it landed on the table with a splat. "Talk to me."
She stood up, but he caught her hand before she could walk away again.
He pulled her closer. "I'm here. I'll be here. Whatever it is."
"It's nothing. Really." She stood there, one hand in his, the other hanging uselessly at her side. "I just need to be somewhere safe with good company."
"Did someone hurt you?" He sounded weirder then, tense.
"No." She bit her lip; she hadn't thought he would ask so many questions, counted on it, in fact.
"Someone want to?" He pulled her down into his lap, tucking her head under his chin, holding her securely.
She didn't resist. He'd held her every year when she came back from visiting her mom's grave, had held her when Grams had gotten sick last year. His holding her wasn't strange; the questions were.
"I don't know." She felt stupid for it, but she started crying, big dumb tears she couldn't stop. "I don't know what they want."
Seth stroked her hair, running his hand down the length of it and on to her back. "But you do know who they are?"
"Sort of." She nodded, sniffling. Bet that's attractive. She tried to pull away.
"So, that's a good place to start." He wrapped one arm tighter around her and leaned over to pick a notebook and pen up off the floor. Propping the notebook on her knee, he held the pen poised over it. With a reassuring smile, he prompted, "Tell me. We'll figure it out. Talk to some people. Check out the police blotter."
"Police blotter?"
"Sure. Find out more about them." He gave her a reassuring look. "Ask Rabbit down at the tat shop. He hears everything. We find out who they are. Then we take care of it."
"There's not going to be anything in the blotter. Not on these two." Aislinn smiled at the idea of faeries' crimes being reported in the blotter. They'd need a whole section of the daily paper just for faery crimes, especially in the safe neighborhoods: the upscale homes were in greener areas, outside the safety of steel frames and bridges.
"So we use other routes." He pushed her hair away from her face, wiping a tear off her cheek in the process. "Seriously, I'm a research god. Give me a clue, and
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