been superintending all the alterations. A Mr. Phipsonâyes, thatâs itâMr. Montague Phipson. Quite a pleasant little man.â
âOh, yes, but heâs the business secretary. Mr. Dale has a great many business interests. He doesnât want Cathy for that sort of thing. She is to do the flowers andâwell, all the sort of things she and Susan used to do for my brotherâonly of course there will be far more entertaining now. He came to see me about it and was quite charming.â
This was three months ago. Tonight Susan and Lydia took the garden way to the Little House. They came out on to the first of the terraces and saw the whole slope of the hill under a waning moon and a dappled sky, and the lights in the village far below.
Susan stood for a moment and looked. She felt Lydiaâs hand on her arm.
âI donât know how you can bear it. It isnât hisâitâs yours. It will always be yours.â
âBut I donât want it, LydiaâI never did. Iâve seen too much of trying to keep up a big place on a small incomeââ her soft laugh broke inââor no income at all.â
âI didnât mean that,â said LydiaââI didnât mean that at all. What about having the income to match the place? Wouldnât you like that?â
Susan laughed again.
âBill wouldnât. He wants to build everything we live in. He says whatâs the good of being an architect if you donât. So we shall start in a three-roomed cottage and work up.â
Lydiaâs eyes sparkled in the moonlight. She said crisply,
âAnd when do you start?â
They had been standing still, but Susan moved now. It was not until they reached the next terrace that she answered Lydiaâs question.
âIt is so dreadfully hard for an architect to get a start. They mustnât advertise, and itâs uphill work getting known. The Maynards were awfully pleased with the house he did for them. He proposed to me on the strength of that. But heâs only had small jobs since then. People say theyâre going to build, and then building costs go up, or something like that, and they donât do it. If we had any capital, it would be different, because then he could build to sell or let without waiting for orders, and get known that way.â
âIt sounds like waiting a long time,â said Lydia. She paused and added, with the effect of flinging a dart, âAre you going to wait?â
Susan stopped at the top of the steps to the last terrace. The moonlight stole all her colour, but it wasnât the moonlight which made her look so stern.
âWhat do you mean? Of course Iâm going to wait.â
âAre you?â said Lydia. âAre you? Are you, Susan? I wouldnât if I were you. Do you remember how Lolly Smith got engaged to a boy who had just gone into the army, and he went out to India, and they went on being engaged for years and years and years till sheâd completely gone down the drain, and then he married a girl of eighteen whom heâd known for a month?â
âLydia!â
âWell, suppose you both go on waiting. What a look-out! Youâll begin to lose your looks, and either heâll get plodding and dull and wonât care, or else heâll get worked up and nervy and feel that heâs spoiling your life. You can take your pick of which youâd rather have on your hands, but you can bet your life, whichever it is, itâll be hell for you.â
âLydia!â
âOh, you donât think so now. Look at me. I was crazy to marry Freddyâwe were crazy about each other. And whatâs the good of it? Iâm sitting at home with the parents, and heâs in China. I canât go out, and he canât come home. Whatâs the good of it?â
Susan laughed.
âYouâd do it again tomorrow.â
Lydia stamped her foot.
âBecause Iâm a fool!