canât be right.â
âYou guys havenât spoken in months.â Paul sipped his coffee.
âThat doesnât matter!â Miriam realized she was nearly shouting and lowered her voice. âWeâve known each other since we were teenagers.â
Paul held up both hands in surrender. âSend her my love, okay? Iâll go check on the monsters.â
Karolinaâs number rang five times before sending her to voicemail. âHi! Youâve reached Karolina. Iâm not available to take your call, but leave me a message and Iâll get back to you just as soon as I can. Bye, now.â
âLina? Itâs me, Miriam. I saw that hideous headline and I want to talk to you. I donât believe it for a single second, and neither does one other person whoâs ever met you. Call me as soon as you get this, okay? Love you, honey. Bye.â
Miriam clicked âendâ and stared at her screen, willing Karolinaâs name to appear. But then she heard a scream coming from downstairsâa real pain scream, not an I-hate-my-siblings scream or an Itâs-my-turn scream, and Miriam took a deep breath and stood up to go investigate.
It had barely even begun, and already this year was shaping up to be a loser. She grabbed a now-cold pancake off the plate on her way to the basement: 2018 could take its resolutions and shove them.
3
Like a Common Criminal
Karolina
âH ey, Siri! Play âYeahâ by Usher!â Harry called from the back of the Suburban. A chorus of cheers went up from the boys when Siri chirped, âOkay, playing âYeahâ by Usher,â and the bass blasted through the speakers.
Karolina smiled. Never in a million years would she have thought having a car full of twelve-year-old boys could be fun. They were loud and rowdy and even sometimes smelled bad, yes. But Harryâs friends were also sweet and quick to laugh and made an attempt at manners, at least when she was around. They were good kids from nice families, and once again she felt grateful for the move that had taken them from New Yorkâthe city of social land minesâto Bethesda, where everyone seemed a little more easygoing.
Sweet boy , Karolina thought for the thousandth time as she sneakeda look at Harry from the rearview mirror. Every day he was starting to look more and more like a teenager: broadening shoulders, dark fuzz above his lip, a smattering of pimples on his cheeks. But just as often he seemed like a little boy, as likely to spend an hour playing with Legos as texting with his friends. Harry was outgoing and confident, like his father, but he had a softer, more sensitive side too. Right around the time they moved to Bethesda, Harry started asking Graham more about his late mother: where she and Graham had met, what she liked to read, how sheâd felt when she was pregnant with him. And always Graham put him off, promising to tell Harry about his mother later. Later, when he was finished with a report he needed to read. Later, that weekend, when they had more free time. Later, during their ski vacation, because his mother had loved to ski. Later, later, later. Karolina wasnât sure if it was laziness or avoidance or genuine pain causing Graham to put off his son, but she knew Harry needed answers. It took her nearly three days while Graham was at work and Harry at school to assemble all the scattered pictures and letters and clippings she could find, but when she presented Harry with the memory box of his mom, his relief and joy made every minute worthwhile. She reassured Harry that his mom would always be his mom, and that it was okay to talk about her and remember her, and Karolinaâs big, strong tween had collapsed into her arms like a kindergartener returning from his first day away from home.
âGuess what?â Nicholas, a lanky lacrosse player with shaggy blond hair, called from the third row. âMy dad got us tickets to the